wish you were sober - PJM x male reader

knees weak, but you talk pretty proud

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Being drunk is easy, people like it when you're drunk. It makes it easier to talk to them, especially if they're drunk too.

"You know what y/n, you're a cool guy." Ojan says as he takes another hit from his joint. Eyes squinted as he blows out the smoke.

"He's not." Jimin says with a frown. "This isn't cool or fun."

"Then why do you do it all the time?!" You slur before laughing a little. The group around them hollering.

"He got you there!" Yoongi says laughing loudly meanwhile Jungkook shakes his head. "Shut up Yoongi."

"y/n—"

"Honestly shut up! Get drunk!" You laugh nudging him. "When you get drunk you kiss me." You then whisper much to Jimin's surprise.

For once you've switched places. You're out of your mind intoxicated and Jimin is the one worrying.

"What?" Jungkook asks having heard what you said, finally connecting the dots to what is going on with you two.

"y/n, come with me." Jimin says dragging you along and away from the group and further down into the woods. Not hesitating as he walks, he must know the place well.

"Don't bring me to your fucking hook up spot." You spit angrily, tearing your arm away from his grip.

"What the fuck are you doing?!"

Taken a back by the harsh tone in his voice  you cross your arms. Pretending to be strong and brave while your knees are weak and all you want to do is run.

"Having fun! Why ruin it?!" You snap back, angered by everything but mostly Jimin and the conflict the elder creates inside your head. You want it out of there.

"It's not you! Wouldn't you be concerned if suddenly I—"

This is it, your now or never moment. With Alcohol induced bravery surging through your veins, you move in. Grabbing the his shirt to pull him down. Lips pressing against the taller's. Your eyes screwed shut as you release your heart from its cage, setting it free to feel as it wants.

And when Jimin kisses back, it jumps in joy. A smile making it's way onto your lips as you feel like you've won. You risked it all and it was worth it. Jimin is kissing back, sober.

But your joy is short lasted. Instead you're pushed away rather roughly.

"Why did you kiss me?!" Jimin says with a surprised look on his face. Wiping his lips on his sleeve. "Don't do that! Do you like me?!"

You stand frozen. Unsure of what is happening right now. Jimin kissed back. Why is he mad? What does this mean?

"Don't kiss me." He says before turning to walk away. You just follows like a robot. Not even sure if your heart is still beating with how broken it feels. But this is what you wanted, clarity, and you got it.

When back with the group you watch how Jimin barges off, grabbing Ojan and smashing their lips together. The group whistling and cheering them on.

Pulling back Jimin glares at you while Ojan grins at you. "Want one too?"

You walk over, glaring at Jimin as you kiss Ojan. If Jimin wants to hurt you, you won't let him. You'll show just how little you care about things, especially about him.

"It's just a kiss." You says as you've pulled back.  Ojan points at Yoongi who is watching curiously. "Want a kiss too?"

Yoongi immediately goes in for it. Pushing you out of the way.