Introduction

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Fear sometimes makes us feel helpless and causes depression to the weak
By the author.

The noise that came from my parents  room was so frightening that I had no choice but to hide under my bed .

Where's is that bitch?, My dad said as he came towards my room .

I was so scared that I could hardly breath . All of a sudden,my mom came into my room and was trying to protect me from my senseless, drunk and asshat dad but she unfortunately received a dirty slap from my dad .

Oh my God , what am I going to do . I need to help mom.

With that little courage I had, I came out and tried to help my mom who was just physically abused by my dad. I screamed when my dad got hold of my hair and dragged me to the hall ad flogged me for nothing.

As a ten years old girl, so innocent and pure, I wondered what did I ever do to deserve his kind of hate.
Sometimes I just go to the temple and pray .
Or to release the tension, I sing with the choir.
The church became my home because it was so peaceful and the people were really nice to me .
I decided to tell pastor Jeff my problem but it was to no avail.
After all what can he possibly do to help me .
The members of Living Waters Ministry were one in a million. They were my new family cause I got the love I couldn't get from my parents.

Always locking my door became my first priority and an addiction because I didn't want my dad coming in and abusing me . I also couldn't stand the regular noise and fighting they always engage themselves in. I needed to do something fast before I die in this hell I call home.
One Monday morning,I was so depressed so I decided to just put on my headset and listen to Adele's song.
I felt a hand on my shoulders and when I turned it was Mrs Queenie,my tutor.
  
She asked if I was okay. I couldn't hide my emotions so I burst into tears and that explained to her that actually everything wasn't okay at all .

I told her everything and she was really touched by my story.
I told her not to tell my parents because if she does, my situation will worsen
and she agreed to it.

I wanted to manage my own company but I can I accomplish that dream when my parents don't care about me .

One Tuesday afternoon,I returned from school and to my greatest dismay I found my Aunt sitting with my mom.
She was my dad's sister and I disliked her so much.
She was mean,rude and evil. I can say there's no difference between her and a witch.
So I entered and as I was trying to run away from her,she called out my name.

"Hi worthless being, can't you see I'm here. You can't even greet , that's so silly of you.
I hope you know you are the  reason why our lives are miserable you and your mom is suffering for it , you little freak . Get lost before I come over and give you a nice dirty slap and put some sense into your head", my Aunt Elsey said with hate in her eyes.

I hurried up and my room and locked the door. I dropped my bag on my bed and sat on the floor and I started thinking about what my evil Aunt said .

"Worthless being,you are the reason why we are suffering and our lives are miserable".
So now I was the cause of their problem and the one causing the chaos but  I don't know what I did to cause all that.
And I don't understand why she said my mom is  suffering for it. I just didn't understand what was going on

That evening I jumped the window and went to my lovely home in the temple.
I explained everything to pastor Jeff but he told me that God knew what he was doing.

Hello my lovely readers, I'm really happy I could finish this intro to that story.
Pardon my many incorrect sentence construction.
I'm still working on my English 🤣.
I hope you like it .it will get better soon 😘.

Author: hi Ellie do u think mom and dad are going to give you the love you want when you r must older??

Ellie: I don't know 😭😭 but I don't believe that will happen. Plz if they love me soon the story will get boring 😁.

Author: interesting one🤣
I will do as you command 😁

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