Fear sometimes makes us feel helpless and causes depression to the weak
By the author.The noise that came from my parents room was so frightening that I had no choice but to hide under my bed .
Where's is that bitch?, My dad said as he came towards my room .
I was so scared that I could hardly breath . All of a sudden,my mom came into my room and was trying to protect me from my senseless, drunk and asshat dad but she unfortunately received a dirty slap from my dad .
Oh my God , what am I going to do . I need to help mom.
With that little courage I had, I came out and tried to help my mom who was just physically abused by my dad. I screamed when my dad got hold of my hair and dragged me to the hall ad flogged me for nothing.
As a ten years old girl, so innocent and pure, I wondered what did I ever do to deserve his kind of hate.
Sometimes I just go to the temple and pray .
Or to release the tension, I sing with the choir.
The church became my home because it was so peaceful and the people were really nice to me .
I decided to tell pastor Jeff my problem but it was to no avail.
After all what can he possibly do to help me .
The members of Living Waters Ministry were one in a million. They were my new family cause I got the love I couldn't get from my parents.Always locking my door became my first priority and an addiction because I didn't want my dad coming in and abusing me . I also couldn't stand the regular noise and fighting they always engage themselves in. I needed to do something fast before I die in this hell I call home.
One Monday morning,I was so depressed so I decided to just put on my headset and listen to Adele's song.
I felt a hand on my shoulders and when I turned it was Mrs Queenie,my tutor.
She asked if I was okay. I couldn't hide my emotions so I burst into tears and that explained to her that actually everything wasn't okay at all .I told her everything and she was really touched by my story.
I told her not to tell my parents because if she does, my situation will worsen
and she agreed to it.I wanted to manage my own company but I can I accomplish that dream when my parents don't care about me .
One Tuesday afternoon,I returned from school and to my greatest dismay I found my Aunt sitting with my mom.
She was my dad's sister and I disliked her so much.
She was mean,rude and evil. I can say there's no difference between her and a witch.
So I entered and as I was trying to run away from her,she called out my name."Hi worthless being, can't you see I'm here. You can't even greet , that's so silly of you.
I hope you know you are the reason why our lives are miserable you and your mom is suffering for it , you little freak . Get lost before I come over and give you a nice dirty slap and put some sense into your head", my Aunt Elsey said with hate in her eyes.I hurried up and my room and locked the door. I dropped my bag on my bed and sat on the floor and I started thinking about what my evil Aunt said .
"Worthless being,you are the reason why we are suffering and our lives are miserable".
So now I was the cause of their problem and the one causing the chaos but I don't know what I did to cause all that.
And I don't understand why she said my mom is suffering for it. I just didn't understand what was going onThat evening I jumped the window and went to my lovely home in the temple.
I explained everything to pastor Jeff but he told me that God knew what he was doing.Hello my lovely readers, I'm really happy I could finish this intro to that story.
Pardon my many incorrect sentence construction.
I'm still working on my English 🤣.
I hope you like it .it will get better soon 😘.Author: hi Ellie do u think mom and dad are going to give you the love you want when you r must older??
Ellie: I don't know 😭😭 but I don't believe that will happen. Plz if they love me soon the story will get boring 😁.
Author: interesting one🤣
I will do as you command 😁
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عاطفيةA story about a girl who faced violence and abuse from childhood. Her life was so messed up and had no one to come to her rescue. Her only way of having peace than rather hearing her parents fight was going to the temple. Her dream finally came t...