Monsta X 8th Member AU |
Trying to debut Park Hyejin sure did not expect doing that as the only female member of the newly formed group Monsta X.
But she also hadn't expected those boys to be her whole meaning in life.
Because together they are...
Two full days of practice. Singing, dancing, performing, we practiced again and again, without breaks for hours. Fortunately I'm used to long dancing sessions since I've been practically doing it my whole life.
I started with dancing at the age of 4, I went to a dancing academy in Namyangju, where I grew up, until I came to Seoul to be a trainee. I'm much more confident about my dancing skills than anything else.
Today is the day of our live performance. And yes, I'm very nervous. Like always apparently in this wattpad- I mean in this show. I feel like nervousness has become a character trait of mine but I just can't help it.
We all woke up extra early today to practice a little more since we also need some time for our outfits, hair and makeup.
After going through our whole performance a few times, we are called to get styled. Our group will have an all-white stage. Everything, including our outfits, will be white.
(A/N: Yeah, please imagine this outfit in all white)
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I looked at myself in the mirror, something I usually don't enjoy and avoid doing. For the first time I don't instantly want to look away. I look at every detail and every feature of my body and my face. I mean it's not that I'm absolutely despicable, I just don't feel that confident, I guess. This is who I am. Someone who's dedicated. I will manage to slay this stage and even if I get eliminated I will have a great memory.
I don't feel as nervous anymore and I'm also really thankful to the stylists who gave me an outfit in which I'm comfortable, in which I feel like myself.
"Wow, Hyejin you look great!"
"Aw, thank you so much Aera. But look at you! This outfit suits you so well." I hug her. "Please know that I'm so thankful for you, I don't know what I'd have done without you. You supported me through everything and always stood beside me. I hope I haven't been a useless friend to you. Don't forget that I will always support you too."
She hugs me tighter "Let's always be supportive, no matter what. Even if one of us has to leave. Okay but now stop this sentimental cheesy talk, you know I can't bare these for too long."
"Yes, of course I know that." I giggle.
"The shootings are going to start any minute now. Please come now behind the stage everyone:" We hear one of the staff shouting.
"I'm so nervous Hyejin -ah." Aera whines.
I grab her hand "You'll do great, I'm sure. You're so talented and you practiced so hard." She nods. "Let's go"
