𝐏𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨 | Tom Holland

9

Y/N POV:

Waking up to a throbbing headache is not the best feeling, I rubbed my sore eyes, hissing at the stinging feeling that immediately made me squint my eyes shut. I thought I would have been tied up or something after what happened yesterday but surprisingly I was laid on a rather comfortable bed. 

I didn't open my eyes when I heard breathing from across the room, I prayed to God they wouldn't know I'm awake because God forbid I would've been chocked by Harry again. I peaked my eyes open very slightly to see Tom, I let out a deep accidental sigh in relief that it wasn't Harry, I then heard him shoot up making the metal chair squeek against the wooden floors and I winced at the sound.

At this point my eyes are still closed so that he wouldn't know I'm awake, he quickly left the room and it was my cue to open my eyes for what I'm guessing a short period of time, I scanned the room and I was honestly surprised. Navy blue curtains, a television with a Wii and an Xbox, a desk with a few books and a laptop, and lastly, a few family pictures with Tom, Harry, two other brothers and his parents. 

Tom seemed like a completely normal guy, but he's definitely not a completely normal guy and it fucked with my head. I shifted my eyes to the left after a while and I saw Tom at the door with a glass of water, I shut my eyes not to give away that I was awake. 

I really did not want to interfere with any of them after what happened yesterday and after the exhaustion, I really did not want to talk, I swallowed down a lump that was in my throat when I felt the bed dip down and a rough hand push my hair behind my ear, I wanted to move away but I was frozen at the sudden movement that occurred. 

Just as I thought that was it, he laid down beside me and put his arm around me, put the back of my head on his chest, I could feel like his heartbeat and it only frightened me more. 

"I know you're awake baby girl, don't try to fool me." 

"I wasn't trying to fool you" I said in a raspy whisper.

The pillows shuffled when his soft hair brushed against the back of my neck, "I think you were" he said then kissed below my ear, I squirmed away but that didn't stop him from holding me into him, "hmm if anything I wouldn't be fooled around by you" he muttered.

I was more than uncomfortable, in a bed with a random guy that I had met not long ago, fuck who am I kidding 'met'.

"I-um I need my space for now Tom" I whispered hoping it would shut him out, but then immediately regretted those words slip out my mouth when he growled and suddenly vanished the room.

I decided not to stay up here and let him walk out because I'd always be left with no explanation and strain, I lifted my sore legs and ran down the flight of stairs to see him, clutching too tight on the counters. His veins were practically popping out of his neck and arms, and for a second I admired his figure almost crashing those counters down to the wooden floors.

My figure behind him was never acknowledged because of his rough whispers, I was withdrawed from my original state when he bursted. It was diffrent this time, it wasn't out of the anger he would usually let out, his shout was drained with sadness, "get out of my head" he held his fists on each side of his head, I was caught off guard to the fact that he was almost fighting something inside him "GET OUT OF MY HEAD." 

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Toms POV:

How could I be so careless?

You are careless!

How could I literally kidnap my dream girl?!

Am I crazy? You are crazy, I'm not like this.

YOU ARE LIKE THIS!

My heartbeat kept beating into the race of my ears "GET OUT MY HEAD" I held my fists onto my head trying to get these thoughts out, what is my problem?

I kept clutching at my hair as hot tears swept down my red infused face. I gave out a loud cry and I fell hard down to the floor, my teeth gritted together making every sound of my shouts and wind block out, I washed down my problems to no one. I never did anything to fix myself, I've never done anything to be accepted, and I have now just realized. 

My cries got louder when I felt two arms wrap around my shoulders to spin me around, my hot filled tear face looked up to see Y/N looking down with a unworldly expression.

"Thomas?" she slowly bent down to the full length to be at my height on the floor, "how could I be so careless?" I whispered down to none.

"Thoma-"

"What is wrong with me?" I whaled out covering my face into my hands. "Tom, look at me" she softly let out as her hand fiddled with the sides of my t-shirt.

"Tommy" I broke when she used my nickname, her two hands held both sides of my cheeks and she slowly lifted up my face. I was met with her gorgeous Y/E/C, "hey" she cooed trying to make me stop letting these rushed cries out, "you can fix this" she informed.

"Y/N, I can't change myself" I pursed, "yes, yes you can Thomas" she exclaimed but I was still not convinced "no I cant-" 

"I know you're going through rough times, and I may not know what's going on but I know you can fix yourself" she stated  "I wanna try, I swear I wanna try it's n-" I squinted my eyes shut.

The world stopped around me when she spoke again "let me help you" my eyes grew wide as I looked up from my hands confused that she would want to do with anything of 'me'.

"W-what?" I cracked,  "let me help you, whether it's worth it or not, I wanna help you" she forrowed her eyebrows trying to find approval in my broken. I nodded with no hesitation. 

At this point I knew that she is worth it.