𝐏𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨 | Tom Holland

18

Toms POV:

My heart burst out of my chest when I felt lips collide on mine, her lips. I never knew this day would come and I'm so happy it did. The kiss started getting heated as it turned into a hot make out session, her hands found its way to my hair as I held onto her hips, I pulled away from her with a smile on my face, "you have no idea how long I've been wanting to do that" I pant out and she looked down blushing.

I used my finger to lift her head up, "don't be embarrassed darling" I say kissing her cheek. She didn't answer so I decided to keep talking to calm my nerves "Y/N I love you and I k-know I say that all the time but I truly mean it" I let out shutting my eyes, her face goes in a frown obviously not wanting to say it back.

"I'm sorr-"

"No it's okay, you don't need to say anything and I know you don't feel the same way and I'm okay with that for now" I say not wanting to push her feelings, "thank you for understanding but I really need to rest after everything that's happened today" she chuckled out and I can't help but smile.

"Of course" I couldn't stop smiling like an idiot, this is actually happening, she's finally starting to get comfortable with me, she squeaked and let out a giggle when I picked her up bridal style, fighting the urge not to kiss her lips and take her then and there. I softly laid her down on my bed and tucked a hair behind her ear as she blushed.

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Y/N POV:

I couldn't believe myself right now, I was slowly falling for him even if I didn't want to. It felt so good and so right. I shook my head a bit to stop me from thinking as I got on the bed, Thomas turned to walk out the door but I stopped him before he could.

"Do you think it would be okay if I took a shower, I feel pretty disgusting" I laughed nervously and I rubbed the back of my neck not knowing how he'd react.

"No, what is wrong with you" he looked like he was going to get angry and I immediately regretted asking, "oh o-okay I'm sorry" I looked down until I heard him let out the loudest laugh, I looked back up to see him holding his stomach with the biggest smile I've ever seen come out of him, "I'm joking, of course you can" he held a hand out for my to hold and get off the bed but instead I hit his arm trying to fight back a smile.

"Tom you scared the shit out of me" I said jokingly crossing my arms and being mad, his laugh died down as his arms snakes around my waist, our bodies in contact as he stared into my eyes "I'm sorry gorgeous, do you forgive me?" he sweetly asked pouting his face, I closed my eyes looking away with my arms still crossed, "nope, I need a better apology" I said with a very stern voice still trying to fight back my stupid smile.

"Well then I know something that will" he lightly threw me on the bed and I immediately got confused, "what are you doi-" I got cut off when his fingers attacked the sides of my stomach tickling like there was no tomorrow "T-Tom sto-oop" I said between laughs as I shrieked out trying to push him away, "nope, not until you forgive me" he didn't stop and I couldn't stand it anymore, "o-okay I forgive youuu" I said again, shrieking and laughing.

He let go of me kissing me cheek, "okay then, you're free to go" I got up from the bed sticking my tongue out at him like a little mad kid and he let out a fake exaggerated gasp, I giggled when he put his hand on his chest acting surprised, "did the one and only Y/N just stick her tongue out at me?" He gasped once again.

I stuck my tongue out again knowing I'm in for some trouble, "oh no you didn't" I ran out the door knowing he was going to tickle me again, I ran down the flight of stairs hearing his laugh behind me, just when I got off the stairs his hands went to my sides again, "noo To-mmy" "You asked for it" I turned around making both of us trip, he fell on top of me making us both groan, I went to get up but my eyes got lost in his, I stared at his face that was above mine.

"Fuck" he whispered out then pulled me on top of him, I knew we both felt the sexual tension and I didn't think of anything when I straddled his lap and he pushed his lips on mine, my hands snakes around his neck and his found went down to my hips and I heard him let out a cursed moan when I grinded on top of his crotch.

My hips went in sync to our tongueful kiss, my breath hitched when his rough hands went under my shirt and squeezed my waist, "ah fuck, you have no idea what I want to do to you" he let out through pants while I kissed under his jaw. Our breathing slowly calmed down and I got off of him making him stand up with me, "Tom I'm still not ready for you know, I-if that's what you think" I whispered, regretting everything and giving his hopes up.

"No no no baby don't worry about that" he lifted my chin up with his fingers once again "Even if you hadn't kissed me, which by the way was the best thing that happened to me, I still want you to earn my trust and I'll give you all the time in the world for that" he kissed my forehead and right then and there I felt the butterflies in my stomach.

The shower that night was all filled with thoughts and confusion about today from the beginning till the end.