𝐏𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨 | Tom Holland

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Toms POV:

This is what I wanted, what I always wanted, hearing her giggles and her sweet voice made me wanna kiss her all over again, that kiss, that kiss I've been waiting for, just makes my cheeks blush every time I think of it.

I probably enjoyed it more than she did because of how much I've desired her, I tilted my head up seeing her eyelashes bat up and down looking into the sky full of stars. A comfortable silence mixed in with the aroma of wet grass, she turned her head to me and caught me staring at her, she lightly smiled at me and I stood up walking into the house, I stood by the door and called out "Y/N, come in" she was so mesmorized from the stars that she forgot everything around her existed.

I walked over her and put my hand on her shoulder indicating her to snap out of her trance, she jumped up startled following with a slight giggle and it made me blush of her actions, "you scared me" she said putting a hand on her heart as a joke.

She was just way too cute and I loved that about her, she looked down at her bare legs and swayed front to back in a nervously, almost as if she didn't know what to do, "I'm going to bed, and you probably will too, or I could stay up with you if you'd like?" I rambled, mentally shaking my head from how stupid I sound.

"No it's okay, I'll go to bed" she said looking into my eyes, I looked away because I knew if I had stared any longer, I wouldn't control myself and I'd go for another kiss. I made my way up the stairs with her following up behind me, "uhm Tom?" she whispered in the dark.

"Yeah?" I hummed out opening my door to my bedroom then turning around to face her, "can we talk about s-something tomorrow?" she slightly stuttered still rocking back and forth but this time, fiddling with her fingers. I tilted my head confused, "I mean, we have time right now."

She laughed lowly but then scrunched her brows in agony "it's a pretty big topic, it's best if we talk about it tomorrow" this time she fiddled with the end of my huge shirt that hugged her body, "right, no worries" I walked closer to her and grabbed her chin kissing the top of her head "goodnight" I mumbled, and got back to my room.

Seconds then turned into many stressful minutes and all I could think about was her and what had happened the night of the kiss, I'm loosing my mind over everything, of her and every little thing that she does. My phone shed light onto the wall and I picked it up seeing a text pop up in a bubble.

Harry coming over tomorrow?

Why, to beat my girl again?

He just want to come over and apologise.

I felt my eyes roll to the back of my head because of the nonsense he was speaking of, I shut my phone off knowing he would come no matter what I'd say to him. As soon as I shut my lids I heard the footsteps hitting the wooden floors and I automatically knew it was her.

I heard hurried knocks on my door and I was already worried, I opened it as soon as I did, I could feel my lips curling up in a smile and my body filled with sparks, she held a strong grip of my jaw with her hands wanting to smash her lips on mine but I couldn't use her like that.

I held onto her shoulders to stop her as I brushed my hands on both of her thighs then wrapping my fingers around them feeling disappointed that this is how she thought she could help me with my problems. I let out a groan when she rummaged her hands from the back of my head to my neck, all while our bodies were close, I honestly wanted to smash my lips on here but it wasn't the time.

I heard her let out a deep sight obviously feeling annoyed that I wanted to take her right then and there one second and I didn't the other.