Ateez Imagines

Fix What's Broken~Hongjoong

              Warning self harm

   Being the lone wolf in the final year of high school is the story of my life. I used to have a best friend once, but when he got a girlfriend he left. What hurt the most was when they broke up he still stayed away. My thoughts were interrupted when my locker door got closed shut. I looked down knowing it's the popular bad boys of school, also known as Ateez. "Hey shrimpy what's going on?" I rolled my eyes at the familiar voice "hey Hongjoong, what do you need?" I respond in the most agitated voice as I turned around. "Is the project for second period done yet?" "No why would it be? I don't do homework for myself why would I do it for us?" "Oh y/n" he looked down in disappointment as he huffed a sigh "finish the homework for second." When he turned around I let out a huff "or you could do some work instead of having the friend you left for the biggest hoe in the school to do it by herself." I practically yell at Hongjoong causing him to stop with his head bowed, glancing back at me, continuing to walk away. "Yeah walk away just like you always do when somebody needs you!" My voice was cracking and eyes were starting to blur. When I looked around people were staring and whispering, I put my ear buds in and my hood up looking down at the floor. Why am I crying over him? I promised myself I'd never cry over him again.
  I slowly walk to my first class of the day, math the class that always bored me half to death. When I made it to my desk, I grabbed my notebook that held all my notes and doodles, using my notebook to finish the bloody project. I didn't realize that class had passed by so quickly till I heard the bell causing me to jump. As soon as my notebook was back in my bag I slowly walked to my next class.
When I reached the classroom I walked over to the teacher's desk handing him the project and explaining that I won't be able to present it since I wasn't feeling well, once I got the ok. I walked over to my shared desk with Hongjoong and laid my head on the desk using my arms as the cushion. I can't wait till this stupid class is over so then I have my free period. I hadn't realized I'd fallen asleep till the bell rang and there was a grip on my wrist dragging me out of the classroom as I hissed at the pain located on my arm. Next thing I knew I was on the school's roof looking at the familiar blue haired male that was slightly shorter than me stood. "What do you want Hongjoong?" I asked as I hid my now blood stained sweater behind my back as I mentally face palm myself for not bandaging the cuts this morning. A silent "I'm sorry" drew me away from my thoughts "what?" "I'm sorry!" He yelled as he turned to face me, "I know I shouldn't have left when you needed me the most. I wanted to come back and bring you to my group so you weren't alone anymore. But I was afraid you hated me. Everyday I hated myself more and more for leaving you y/n. I truly am  and I understand if you don't want my friendship." He was crying, the Hongjoong, the biggest bad boy in school was crying with his head bowed. "I know I was stupid for choosing that slut over you-" I cut him off with a hug "You idiot how could I ever hate you? All you had to do was say you're sorry." You hugged him tighter as your tears began to fall. When you pulled away you completely forgot the moisture on your arm till you noticed Hongjoong staring, you looked down and hid your arm behind your back as you let out a nervous chuckle. "Let me see y/n" Hongjoong said in the most gentle yet serious voice. You took off your black anime sweatshirt showing him your arm, fresh wounds on top of old. You looked down feeling ashamed expecting to hear the usual questions and lectures. Till you heard the sound of a backpack zipper you looked up almost instantly, seeing Hongjoong pulling out peroxide, bandaging, and gauze. "Why do you have that in your bag?" I asked while cocking my head to the left " you're not the only one who's broken" he says as he rolled up his sleeves showing his scars on both arms "the others are too." I looked at him, tears welling up in my eyes, he was broken and I didn't help like I promised. "Why are you crying y/n-ie?" "I broke my promise. You're hurting and I didn't help like I said I would" I said as more tears fell down my cheeks "hey, hey it's ok love we got each other now" he said as he sat me down on the bench kneeling in front of me. He grabbed my arm cleaning it and bandaging it, kissing it gently as he finished. "Awwww how cute." Hongjoong and I jump as we look back to the entrance seeing the rest of Ateez standing there "we're all here for both of you too" they said in unison with their signature smiles. I noticed Yeosang was holding a laptop as the others had some snacks. "Wanna skip the rest of school and just hang up here watching movies?" San said showing off his cute dimples "we could watch Harry Potter" Yunho said as he jumped lightly showing excitement "or How to train your dragon" Seonghwa said sounding joyful "what's the point of watching it when the main character is right here?" Wooyoung replied earning a scowl from the elder. I giggled how can the school's bad boys be soft and kind? "Or how about we listen to music and just hang out?" I suggested, they all smiled at my suggestion and nodded "YEAH!" As they all fist bumped the air. I watched the goofy boys set everything up, I noticed Hongjoong grabbed my hand as we both just smiled at the seven boys in front of us.
Who knew the lone wolf would find a pack amongst the bad boys of school.