𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 // 𝙠𝙩𝙝 ✓

New Slate

"I'm home!! Let's get ready for shopping my babies!" Summer yelled from the front door, back from work.

"We're already ready for you summer!" I walked up to her and gave her a large hug, I seriously couldn't live without this girl.

"Come on hun, I wanna get you some clothes from the mall. And Summer, do you mind dropping me off at my place so I can clean it out as well?" I asked her since have to get that stuff out immediately.

She nodded and we held hands together as we walked out the door. Taehyung followed behind.

"Where are we going first?" I heard Taehyung say behind me. I truly do wish he talked more.

"First we're just gonna stop at Violet's place to get her stuff and then we're going to the mall!! And since you're so handsome, we need to get you some of your own clothes." Summer said while patting his back and then pushing him out the door.

We all went straight to my car since it was larger than summers. She had a BMW i8 so of course, with the new passenger, it wouldn't work. While approaching, she stopped and looked at me, pushing the keys to my face.

"You drive." She groaned and stomped, waiting for me to take the keys. "Why do I have to drive?" I replied with a fake groan as well, rolling my eyes. "Well.. I'LL KICK YOU OUT AND KEEP THE HYBRID FOR MYSELF!"

I rolled my eyes once more at her lame comeback and just took the keys from her hands. I am so not gonna argue with her for the next hour.

"Honey, you can sit in the back," I said to Taehyung who just stood there, observing the situation quietly and got in silently.

I got in, turned on the radio and went straight to my place.

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I opened the door to my old apartment, inhaling the scent of both me and yoongi.

"Ugh"

I walked up to the kitchen table, seeing some cash and a note.

"I didn't think that we would end like this, but since you don't want to talk it out or anything, I've already left by the time you read this. There's some money for next month's rent. - Yoongi"

I scoffed at how nicely he could write that out as if money isn't everything he cares about.

But still free money.

I threw the money in my jean pockets and went straight to the bedroom to clear out first.

Putting the last things I wanted to keep in the huge box that was in front of me, I taped the top and bent over to pick it up.

As I tried to lift it, I quickly dropped it back on the floor.

"Shit."

I was definitely not strong at all to lift this by myself.

Maybe Summer would try to help me, but with both of us, I still don't think we would be able to lift this damn thing.

Maybe Taehyung would help, but I didn't want to push him to do my things when he's just a guest I wanted to help.

I groaned and stomped out the place, walking up to Summer's side of the car.

I knocked on the window, and she quickly rolled it down with a huge smile plastered on her face and a giggly Taehyung in the back. Not sure what they were talking about but that wasn't my concern at the moment.

"Yes girly?" She replied in a calmer state.

"I need help with the last box." I looked at her with pleading eyes and she sighed and turned to the back seat.

"Tae, I think she needs some help." She said casually as if they had known each other for a while. At the sight, I scrunched my nose and cocked my eyebrow.

"Alright." He replied dryly, quickly getting out the car just to tower over me.

We awkwardly walked into the apartment and I could tell he was automatically uncomfortable at the mixed scents of me and another male.

"Ahh right here..." I pointed at the box and bent down to help Taehyung, but he quickly reached and picked it up with ease.

I mentally slapped myself remembering he's a hybrid for goodness sake with enhanced abilities.

We walked out of the apartment, my mood feeling down remembering all the memories left in this place.

I froze at the door and Taehyung quickly noticed it too.

He turned around to face me and set the box down, "Are you okay?" He asked me quietly, but I still heard him.

I couldn't respond, having everything hit me at once.

I broke up with my first love who I've known since childhood, our planned careers together now thrown in the trash and now I don't even have my own place to stay in.

What the fuck is wrong with this life.

Where did everything go wrong?

I broke down mentally but made a faint smile to the worried man in front of me. I couldn't let the poor thing worry about me.

"Ahh, it's okay. I'll be down in a minute I'm just going to go through the house one more time." I made an even bigger smile, just hoping to pressure him into going down to not see me break down.

He still stood there, staring down at me. His stares could kill. Seriously.

"You're not okay. Tell me." I felt him get closer to me, the tables turned.

I just looked even more down, the air around me go tense as his emotions became well known about the situation.

"You have taken care of me for the time being, let me just know if I can help in any way. Please." He said to me sincerely. But even so, I felt my insides crumble.

I've been trying to push down my true feelings, trying to care about others to ignore myself.

But with the situation being, I don't want him to worry about me. The poor thing has more things to worry about than me.

"Aigoo honey, I'm doing alright. Don't worry about me. Let's get this stuff cleaned up so we can get you some clothes." I patted his back and hurriedly closed and locked the door.

I dropped off the keys at the main office of my apartments and got in the car, staying away from Taehyung so he doesn't try to analyze any farther.

I just want to start on a new slate, a new chapter of my life. I want to leave the past behind.

Starting now.

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