Self-pity

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They say I'm going insane with self-pity
Like I wrote myself as a pitiful heroine of a story

But they don't understand the pain I went through
The things I did with you

I tried already to move on like you did
But when he left
the truth became sordid

I was no longer your lover
No longer a friend
No longer anyone of importance to you

It hurts to think I could have forgiven you
But even then
I know
That reality would have hit me whenever I saw you

Next time you see me
Please don't give me your pitiful eyes
Your wavering smile
Or show me your clenched fists

Because all these are signs
That you know I still exist.

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