Camila POV
This place was cruel I was only here two days they didn't give us anything to help the pain they made us go cold turkey I laid in bed late at night shivering from how cold I was I had snot dripping down my nose as I threw up every thirty minutes the cravings are what got me it felt as if my skin was burning like a thousand needles stabbing into my arms and not the good kind
This went on for weeks they said it was because I've been using for so long the effects would last longer I felt like I was going to die every day I felt like my body could not take it any longer
Until I finally felt okay like I wasn't about to puke my guts out I still got the cravings from time to time but I tried to occupy myself by going to the art room to draw something for Lauren and the baby or mabey writing her a letter
I missed Lauren the most I felt bad for what I put her through but I'm going to make it up I'm
Becoming a better person for her and the baby of
Course
I couldn't wait until I got out so I can go with Lauren to a ultrasound and see my baby Lauren said she has only heard the heart beat I missed it being in here of course but that's my fault
Eventually I got out this place and I didn't feel the need to stick a needle in my arm every hour to get high it was late I waited outside for Lauren to pick me up but instead I'm met with her dad
"Hello mr.jauregui how have you been" I asked him hopping in his car putting my suitcase in the back seat
"I've been great Lauren is exited for your return" he said making me smile to think of my beautiful girlfriend I missed so much
"I can't wait" I told him as he looked me in my eyes and then down to my visible arms
"You look great kid" he said patting me on my shoulder with a smile
"I feel great sir honesty I couldn't thank you more" I told him
"Just don't break my daughters heart" he said making me chuckle
"Trust me sir I would never dream of it" I told him he replied with a nod and turns up the music
The rest of the ride there is silent we past right by Derek's I watched it as we passed instantly having a tiny urge but I'm able to push it aside because I love Lauren and my soon to be child way more I shook the though and instead filled my mind with thoughts of my girlfriend and going back to school
We pulled up to the house and my smile grew wider as he parked the car I got out with my suit case and we walked up to the door
He unlocked the door and let me enter first the first person I seen was Lauren standing against the stairs her belly was visibly bigger but only by a little
She walked up to me as a tear ran down her face I pulled her into my arms we held each other for a minute
"I missed you so much my love" I told her looking into her eyes for the first time in a long time
"I missed you more babe" she said with a kiss on my cheek
I turned back around to Lauren's dad
"I couldn't have done it without you thank you for saving my life more than once I guess" I told him
"No problem kid" he said looking to his wife who only cuddled into her husband's side
"Well I bet your exhausted Camila, Lauren why don't you take her up stairs" Lauren's mother said
"Goodnight mr and mrs jauregui" I said following Lauren upstairs to her room
We entered the room and she pushed me against the door of her room locking her lips with mine we kissed for a little till I pulled away
"I'm sorry Lauren it's not that I don't want this I'm just really tired and I would rather cuddle then fuck you today especially on my first day out" I told her explaining my reasoning for not throwing her on the bed and fucking her silly
I undressed and changed into some basketball shorts with my bra still on
Lauren on the other hand prefers to sleep with no pants or shirt
We got into bed I had noticed the new covers they were no longer white but a light grey just as comfy as the white one though
We got under the covers and I pulled Lauren close to me missing the older girl from being away for so Long
I reached my hand out and rubbed small circles on Lauren's small belly she was only three months in
"I'm sorry I haven't been myself lately I hope I can make it up to you one day" I told Lauren kissing her bare shoulder
"I love you more then anything" she told me making me feel happy to finally have Lauren all to myself
