Camila POV
Two weeks had passed while I healed up and got my cast removed I though I could handle it i thought everything would go back to normal after I got out the hospital but I was wrong I started craving the drug I swore to never use again even more then ever
I laid awake staring at the ceiling above me trying to keep myself calm but my mind was flooded with memories of the drug I missed
I looked to my left to see my girlfriend sleeping I rested my hand on the baby bump tears started to steam down my face
"I'm sorry" I let out loud as more tears fell from my eyes I kissed Lauren's bump and out the door I was
I knew exactly who to go to so I started walking down the street to Gabe's
Once I got there the house was dark I wondered if I should text or call before waking everyone in the house
My finger hovered over Gabe's name I was questioning if I should really go thought with it and ruin everything I had build but it was like I had no control over my body and I called
Before I knew it I was upstairs with Gabe sticking a needle into my arm it felt as if it was my first time all over again it felt like a rush as it took over my body
It made me think of Derek and how we would always get high and crack joke's or just enjoy each other's company
"Thanks Gabe you saved me" I told him sitting back in the chair feeling my limbs getting heavy
"No problem Camila I got you" he said smiling
We were just chilling listening to music when Elena bust through the door Looking upset
"What the fuck Gabe didn't I tell you Camila was clean and to not sell to her" she said standing there looking at us
I didn't really pay attention I was close to falling asleep until I heard her mention Lauren
"How would Lauren feel about this Camila" she asked me
"It was a one time thing Elena chill out"I told her sheepishly
"Yeah right Camila" she said pulling out her phone out now she had my full attention and before I knew it I snatched Elena phone out her hand
"No please you can't tell her" I told her
"Why wouldn't I" she asked me
"Please Elena it will stress her out and you and I both know it's not good for her or the baby" I told her trying to convince her to not call Lauren
"I guess your right but Camila this better be your last time or I will tell Lauren" she said grabbing her phone back and storming out the room
"Sorry about her Camila she has been moody since my parents left last week" Gabe told me
"It's cool can I just take some To go" I asked him handing him all the money I had in my pocket
He handed me a few small baggies of the white substance and I was out their house
I was so tired I felt like I could fall asleep anywhere but I won't I kept walking till I got to my dads place
I didn't want to have to go back to Lauren's and have her catch me sneaking back in I'll just think of a lie tomorrow morning I was too exhausted to care
The next morning I woke up late missing school I rushed to gather my items and head to school but not before I got high
At school I tried to avoid the girls at all cost it was already lunch when I got to school I just walked in pretending I been here the whole time
After school I decided I didn't want to go to baseball practice I just wanted to see Lauren
I walked there watching the cars pass by while I walked down the street to Lauren's
When I got there the house was empty everyone was at work or for the kids at their sport Chris is actually in baseball as well
I got to Lauren's room missing the girl that was sitting in her bed with the small baby bump peaking out
"Hey baby" I said walking into her room making her look at me
"Where did you go last night" she asked me right away I brushed it off
"I missed my dad and wanted to see him" I told her simply not trying to raise any red flags and to my lunch she believed me
"Okay well as long as you feeling better babe" she said making me smile then locked the door behind me
"Totally" I said setting down my backpack
"But why did you not go to practice don't you have a big game coming up next week" she asked I totally forgot about the game against our biggest rivals but I'm certain coach won't punish me for missing one day
"I just don't really feel up to it and I missed you" I said stripping down to my boxers and sports bra pushing Lauren's work off the bed
"Hey" she said making me smile I connected our lips missing the feeling of her soft lips on mine
