Lauren POV
Camila hasn't called or text me the rest of the week and since we were starting school on Monday morning I decided I would go visit her So I got in my car and drove to Camilas house
When I got there I seen her motorcycle in the drive way in front of her fathers car
I parked my car and walked up to the cabello house I knocked on the door as I got there hoping to see Camila
But instead I'm met with her tired looking father
"Hi Lauren" he said opening the door
"Hi mr.cabello I was wonder if Camila was her" I asked him
"Sorry Lauren she won't be here for another couple of days I sent her to a rehab center up town here is their business card if you'd like to visit" he said handing me the card
"Okay thank you mr.cabello" I said leaving the porch and walking down to my car looking at the rehab center card in my hand
I decided I wouldn't go I told her what would happen if she used the drug I hated so much
School started this week Camila had missed the whole week it was now Friday after school
I drove to Camila house to ask her father if I could pick her up and he said yes he needed to head back into work anyway Probably to pay for how much this rehab cost I looked it up and it wasn't cheap especially for mr.cabello seeing as he can barely hold his head above the water
I was driving on my way to pick up Camila I was exited to see her hoping she was doing better
I pulled up to the rehab place there were also other cars it was hard for me to find a parking
I finally found a parking space and jumped out my car walking up to the building that was jail like
When I got to the inside there were people waiting in the waiting room I walked up to the lady at the desk asking to check out Camila
She gave me the release forms and I filled them out she then asked for my id and printed it and stapled it to Camila's paper work
"Okay just wait there she will be out shortly" the lady told me
"Thanks" I said then sitting down waiting for Camila to walk out those double doors
It wasn't till 10 minutes later she finally came out still looking tired but her face lit up when she saw me I stood up as she walked over to me
As soon as she reached me she pulled my into a hug and said" I missed you so much" and I just melted into the hug
"Let's get out of here" I told her with a smile
"Please" she said making me chuckle
We walked down hand and hand to my car where she put her suitcase in the back seat and we were off she just looked out the window the whole time
"My house or yours" I asked her
"Can we go to yours" she asked me and I nodded my head and focused on the road till Camila asked "did you tell anyone"
"No I did not tell anyone but I'm not to sure about Elena she told me everything Camila things that not even you could tell me" I told her
"Sorry but thank you for not telling anyone I have it all under control" she told me looking back out the window
"Good" I told her grabbing her hand and holding it while I drive I would catch her looking at me every so often like if I was going to change
"Okay we are here" I told her pulling into my driveway We got out Camila grabbed my back pack out the car for me
"Thanks babe" I told her
"No problem" she said walking up to my door
We walked into the house and up to my room since no one was here my parents were at work my little brother and sister were at their sports so it was just me and Camila as always
As we entered my room Camila put down my backpack and jumped in my bed
"Oh yeah I missed this" she said making me chuckle
"I'm going to take a shower I just got out of school" I told her and she nodded her head
Camila POV
I guess you can say I've been sober for six days the only thing keeping me alive is the drug they gave at the rehab before I left I felt worse then when I walked in there but I'm going to try and stay sober but being back here feeds the urge
Lauren came out the bathroom with her under cloths on I pulled my shirt and pants off and got under the covers as Lauren walked towards me
"Hey baby" she said getting under the covers with me
"Hey love I missed you" I told her pulling her body close to mine locking our lips together moving them in sync
"I missed you more" she said and reconnecting our lips with her hand placed over my semi hard on rubbing slowly
"Fuck Lauren" I said out loud missing my girlfriends touch
After me and Lauren finished our business I took a shower feeling sticky from Lauren's juices
After my shower I could feel the effect of the drug they gave me start to wear off but I think I could handle it
I got dressed in my long sleeve and some black jeans I found
I was putting on my shoes on when Lauren came in the room telling me dinner was ready
Dinner this time around went pretty quick we enjoyed the food as the family talked about school and sports I just sat back and relaxed till Lauren was done and wanted to go upstairs
"Ughh I'm exhausted"Lauren said making me chuckle
"Yeah I'm really tired to" I
Told her pulling off my cloths in the processWe got in Lauren's comfy bed and pulled the cover over us as we cuddled
It was the middle of the night I had woken up far from Lauren I felt so cold I was basically shivering I felt like I was being stabbed in the stomach over and over
I felt a hand on my shoulder pulling my down laying me on my back
"Are you okay baby" she asked me putting her hand on my face
"I'm fine-I'm fine-you can't do anything-to help" I said in between shivers Then I got an idea
"Actually you think I could go home being here just makes me want it more" lying straight to her face
"Sure babe if it will help go ahead I'll be here tomorrow" she told me with a smile I gave her a long kiss knowing I was about to break her heart
And go use againBut I tried I really tried but the little voice in the back of my head kept getting louder and londer and the stabbing sensation worsening the longer I stay
We got dressed quick and she drove me back home I gave her a little peck before saying goodbye and running inside my house to find my stash under my bed in the box my mom had left me
I pulled out the white powdered substance, a spoon and an elastic band to tie around my arm then went to my dresser where I keep the needles and sat in my restroom getting high all night long