Lauren POV
I woke up this morning missing Camila more then usual I thought Camila was just over reacting but now that I haven't seen her or been with her for almost a month I miss her more than anything
I've been here for about a month already I think I don't keep track anymore
Me and the girls settled on staying at a island not to far from Miami we all pitched in and got a beach front condo it was cool we had a new thing to do every night the only bad part was the cheer captain wanted us to keep off our phone for this trip so we put all our phones in a box at the beginning of this trip
we haven't seen them since I honestly just want to text Camila and tell her how much I really miss her and how much she was right about it being a long time away
I pushed all my thoughts aside when I heard my door to my room open and in comes Dinah
"Get your bikini on were all going to the beach today" she said walking in my room though the door that connects our rooms
"Yeah I'll get dressed once you leave" I say looking at Dinah then at the door of my room
"Fine, Fine I'm out but if your not down in ten I'm coming back for you" she said looking at me seriously witch made me chuckle and with that she closed the door
I got up from the bed and picked up my suit case and crashed it down onto the bed I pulled out a red Bikini along with some jean shorts to walk outside with
As I closed my suit case a picture of me and Camila I pack for memory flew out and right under the door I quickly went to open the door but of course Dinah was already there examining the picture
She looked up at me and I gulped slightly watching her examine the picture
"Cute pic you better have one of me in there too" she said witch made me chuckle I then grabbed the small picture from her hand and examined it myself
I haven't looked at it since we got here I totally forgot I even packed it
I walked back to the suitcase that was on my bed still focused on the picture of me and Camila it was our fist "date" she took us to this pretty beach that was far on my request of course
"Come on Lauren" Dinah said already heading down stairs
Leaving me to stare at the picture of the girl I loved the girl I'm in love with if only she knew how I really felt
I kissed the picture of her lightly and put it back into my suit case and zipped it up then stood it back up on the floor
We went down to the beach and enjoyed the sun and went swimming in the beach along with many other people that were there also
We met this group of cute guys but I was hardly interested when the only person I want to be with is no where near
I was sitting watching the sunset on the beach when one of the guys from earlier sat down next to me I turned my head to look at him
He had long brown curls flowing down over his head with eyes similar to mine
"Hey" he said scooting closer
"Do I know you" I asked looking at him
"No but we can get to know each other your vary pretty" he said making me chuckle at the word pretty
"I'm okay I have a boyfriend" I said truthfully all I wanted to do was watch the sunset and think about Camila and how sweet she is and how much she cares about me even though all I do is push her away and keep her a secret
I felt a tear escape my eye but the green eyed boy that was still near wiped it off
"Why are you sad" he asked looking at me
"It's nothing" I say trying to stand up and go inside but he was quick and had his hand wrapped around my arm in no time
"Just talk to me I don't even know you so how can I judge you It is not healthy to keep things bottled up inside" he said sounding genuinely concerned So I agreed and we sat back down on the beach
"I have this girl back home that I love more then anything" I start off looking into his eye
"Girl...? I thought you said you had a boyfriend " he questioned
"I have both technically but that's my problem I have this amazingly sweet girl in one hand that I keep a secret by hiding behind my relationship with the boy because I'm scared to come out to my parents"
"I see, well first off I think you should come out to your parents if you really love this girl it won't matter who thinks what" he said confidently
"And then break up with you boyfriend because if you ever truly loved him you wouldn't have fallen for your girl" he said finishing his sentence
"Yeah I guess you're totally right that will be the first thing on my to-do list" I said making him chuckle
"Perfect and if you girl really makes you happy then make her happy as well I'm pretty sure no one likes being the secret someone keeps behind their back trust me I've been there done that it doesn't feel good" he explained making me feel bad for keeping Camila a secret for so long
"Thank you for listening and the advise"I said standing seeing it's getting late
"yeah no problem I got you"he said coming in for a hug
We hugged for a couple seconds the released each other
"I'll see you around" he said giving me a wink witch made me chuckle and with that he was gone and I was walking back up to the condo
I went up to my room and showered all the sand and dirt off my body and hair
I got out the shower and changed into a pair of Camila's red basketball shorts and a bra
I then Laid down under the covers alone thinking of ways I could tell my parents I like girls and that girl being Camila
Now I started to get happy thinking of all the good times Camila and I can have now that we won't be a secret we won't have to drive hours out just to have a date or how happy Camila will be I was finally going to break up with Jackson and with those thoughts of Camila filling my brain I feel asleep
