𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

the first "i love you"

❝ 𝐈- 𝐈 𝐔𝐌, 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔... ❞

i didn't really know how to process this. colby and i have been dating for a few months and i just realized that i really love him. i'm like in love with him. we've never said "i love you" before. i don't know why. it doesn't really matter though. i wanted to say it so bad but it's so scary. i don't know what he's gonna say back or if he's gonna feel the same way. i think he might but the thought of it is still so terrifying. i could wait for him to say it but i don't want to. part of me just wants to blurt it out but the other part of me is so so scared too. he was coming over later so i was practicing how i should say it. i guess time flew by because soon he was knocking at my door. i let him in and i had already ordered food so we ate then watched some tv. "can i talk to you?" i asked. "yeah what's up?" he replied. "i- i um, i love you..." it was silent for a little which scared me but he could've just been taking it all in. "are you serious?" i nodded my head. "oh my god ry, that's amazing!" "what?" "i love you too! so much! i've been waiting to say it but i was so scared." "oh my god really?" "yes!" "holy shit! this is amazing." we kissed and cuddled for the rest of the night. that went way better than i expected it too.