𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

gone (tw // death, depression)

❝ 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 ❞

✰ 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐁𝐘 𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 ✰

i cant erase what happened out of my mind. all the things i do remind me of you. i don't know how to carry on with my life. i miss you so much. friends keep checking on me and i never know what to say to them.

i was sitting on the couch thinking about these things when i heard a knock at the door. it was sam. he's been checking up on me ever since the accident. he talks to me and i almost never answer because i'm so sad. he always ask me the same question. i don't know why but this day i got more upset than usual when he asked. "what do you need?" "all i want is him back!" i felt bad for yelling. "i know. i'm sorry." "can you go please?" "avery-" "sam please. can you go?" "yeah ok fine. i'll check up on you tomorrow." he left. i think it was better for me to be alone.

why did colby have to go? i'm all alone now. i don't know what to do with his texts or our photos together. whenever i think about it makes me upset. the only time i feel good is when he's in my dreams. i never wanna be awake since he's passed. i always wanna sleep. it makes me feel better. i just miss him so much. i wish i could get him back.