Loving again

Dabi

Still in flash back

Time skip to morning

It's time to get up. He holds me close and tight rubbing his face on my cheek. He must think I'm a pillow. "Mom." He says in his sleep. I rub his head. He slowly wakes up. His eyes grow wide and he lets me go quickly.

"Good morning." I say. I get up and stretch. "Good morning." He says embarrassed. "I took the day off. Your clothes should be dry so we can get you some more clothes today." I say getting an outfit together for the day. He sits up and holds a pillow close to him. He looks away. "It's okay if you miss your mom. It's your choice to love who you want. You can miss anybody you want but if you plan to run away like you want you can't go back." I say. "It's not that. My mother she never interacted with me. Never talked to me or did anything with me. I was just a child that she gave birth too. She only looked at me emotionless or disappointed." He says.

I get back in bed and listen to him. "What are you doing?" He says. "Listening to your feelings that's a thing you know." I say. "Right." He says. "So then what'd you dream about?" I ask. "I was a child and you were there. You were my mother. You cared for me and loved me as one would. Not like mine at all. I had a normal childhood in my dream with you." He says. I hold him and rub his head.

"It's okay to have dreams like that. Maybe you see me as a mother figure or wish that I was your mom. In a way I kind of am mothering you. So it's not a complete out of the blue dream." I say. He nods. "If you'd like I'll be a mother to you. Treat you how a mother should. If you were my son I'd probably just smother you with affection though. I always told myself if I become a mother I'd be the best I can be. I'd give them lots of affection and do all kinds of fun stuff with them. If they were sad I'd do my best to make them feel better." I say. I look at him he's crying. "Dabi I'm sorry I hurt your feelings didn't I. It was so ru-" I say. He hugs me tight. I hold him close. I understand now.

"Let it all out. I'm here for you." I say and rub his back. He cries more and holds me tight. I run my hands through his hair. "I'll always be there for you." I say.

Time skip a few minutes later

We get ready to leave. "First we get breakfast then we'll go shopping for important stuff. After that we'll go to the mall. Then we can go get you some stuff for your room." I say. "My room?" He says. "Yes your room. I'm sure you'll want your own space. I don't ever have guest anyway so the guest bedroom is yours." I say. "Oh." He says. "Do you wanna keep sleeping with me?" I ask. He looks away. "Well if you ever want to you can." I say. We get into the car.

Time skip

We get to cafe I get two huge cinnamon rolls for us. I sneak a candle on to his and light it. I take it over to him. "What's with the candle?" He asks. "Today we are celebrating your new birthday. Happy birthday Dabi (L/n) son of (Y/n). Make a wish." I say. "Thanks." He says. He blows out the candle pulls it out.

He takes a bite of the cinnamon roll and I can tell he likes it. "How about every year for your birthday we come here? Like a traditional thing. It'd be something different for the both of us." I say. He nods.

Time skip

We got all the necessary items now we're at the mall. He has a weird sense of fashion but it's his choice. "What about this?" I ask. Showing him a (f/c) shirt and jeans. "It's nice." He says. After he finds some clothes that he likes we went to go eat and went home. "I never realized how long shopping took." I say.

"It does take awhile." He says. We sit down on the couch. "So how do you like it?" I ask. "What do you mean?" He asks. "Hanging out with me and all." I say. He puts his head in my lap. "I like it a lot." He says. I rub his head. "I'm glad." I say.

Time skip a few years later

We're going to see a movie down town. We walk from the dollar store with candy and soda in my purse. All of a sudden there was a huge explosion. A building starts to collapse. I make trees to cover us but he was gone. "Dabi where are you?!" I scream. The build falls.

I get hit in the head with a piece of the building. I hear Dabi scream mom but I fall to the ground. I slip away from my happy ending. I some how wake up in a hospital with terrible news from the doctor. "What happened to my son?" I ask. "What son?" He asks. "He has teal eyes,black hair and, tall." I say. "I'll ask around and bring the police." He says and leaves.

TBC...