Dabi's time away

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(You've been warned this has some pretty dark stuff going on in just this one part. When I was re reading this. I was like what the hell is wrong with me. I need to chill. Like jelly chill. But mind is like what the hell is even that. So I decided to leave it so you can see how twisted I am as well.)

Your POV

"When the building collapsed. It made me think. Maybe I was bad luck. I didn't want you to go through that. I heard you had got put in the hospital. I went to visit you. I saw you. You looked awful near death. Yet your monitor was working.

When I saw you like that I knew I shouldn't have stayed

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When I saw you like that I knew I shouldn't have stayed.

When I saw you like that I knew I shouldn't have stayed

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I had to leave you. To give you a better life. You taught me well so I was okay. I was found by these guys and they gave me a place to stay. Eventually I ended up doing some bad things. Lying and trying to stay in the shadows.

I knew I had devastated you

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I knew I had devastated you. It killed me every single day. All I could do was think about you. Watch you from a far. I knew that you liked Dad. That you'd  maybe be happy with him. So I did something..." He says.

"What is it?" I ask. "I'm the reason for my mother's death." He says. "Wait what? None of this is your fault." I say. "She didn't want anything to do with him after everything. Which is understandable. She was terrified. She would just be there for the rest of her life any way. She hated me the most too. I know for certain that I was a mistake. The child who was nothing more than a product. Who didn't deserve love or affection because I was worthless to her. I was just a child she gave birth to. She did nothing for me anyway." He says. I go to stand next to him.

I hold him close and run my hands through his hair. "None of this could be your fault." I say. "I killed her though. I snuck into the hospital at night.

 I snuck into the hospital at night

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I found her room and went in. I held her at gun point. I didn't want it to be obvious that she was shot and I couldn't set her on fire. It'd cause issues for them. I had her write her final words. Then I snapped her neck and threw her out the window. Creating the scene of a suicide." He says.

I just look at him. "Dabi..." I say. He just looks down. "I've always been happy with you. I didn't need anyone but you. No romantic relationship or anything like that. If you felt that way we could have talked about it. I'd obviously beg you not to go." I say. I kiss the top of his head.

"You aren't mad or scared?" He asks. I shake my head no. "I know that you had good intentions and you thought this was the best way to do it for sure. You just wanted me happy. I'm glad that you want me happy and that you care about me. Are you okay though? After doing that and all?" I ask.

"I think I am." He says. He holds me close his face in my chest like he use to when he'd cry. "I'm happy right now actually. I'm happy to see and be with you again." He says and holds me tight. I can feel him crying. I rub the back of his head. He doesn't want anyone to see.

I don't blame him. Being this vulnerable and showing it. Isn't the best to show around villains. "Let's go home." I say and wipe his tears. "Are you sure it's safe after everything?" He says. I nod. "I have my ways." I say.

Time skip home

"It's exactly the same." He says. "Yeah I never had a reason to change it. Your room is just how you left it too." I say. "Okay." He says. He stay silent. "I want to know how you'll do it get out of this." He says.

We sit on the couch. "I lost control when I saw my son. I didn't know how to stop. By the time I was in control I had killed two men. Then I had fallen into the portal while he was in my arms. We were in a strange location but I managed to get us home. He told me everything that happened while he went missing. He was captured by the league of villains. They said they'd kill me if he didn't help them. So he felt it was best to stay. He felt he had no choice. So that's why he was with them. My son is not a villain. He only did what he felt was best. Doing that made him feel like a hero. As much as I appreciate it. He's home now and that's all I've ever wanted. Was my son safe with me. I don't know if I can go through losing him again. So on the behalf of me and my son we are deeply sorry." I say.

"Do you really think it'll work?" He asks. "There's only one way to find out." I say. "Right." He says. "You'll miss them?" I ask. "They were good to me but I don't think I will. We didn't have a family type of relationship like we do." He says. "Okay if you say so." I say. "I think I want to try something risky despite the fact that they helped me. You're my mom and all I have. You're all I want in life. You're the best and I don't want to leave you again." He says.

"What is it?" I ask. "I'm going to give the police their location just one." He says.

TBC...

(Yes I know that it's an asshole move don't judge him! It gets better.)

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