Loving again

Natsuo

This story gives me the big sad

Your POV

We decide to meet at Ling's a Chinese buffet. We get to the parking lot. I meet them by the fountain. "So I guess it's passed due I introduced myself. My name is (Y/n)." I say. They put their hands out. I pull them into a big hug. "I don't shake hands with the people I plan to get to know. Besides I intend to be around a long time." I say.

They just stay frozen. Fuyumi hugs me back. "I'm sorry I'm just now appearing." I say. "It's fine I'm just glad that we were able to find you. It's nice that Shoto's taking a liking to you too. It takes him awhile to warm up to people. I guess that goes for all of us." Fuyumi says. "Well you'll be use to me in no time." I say. Natsuo just looks down and away. We go inside and talk.

Natsuo still hasn't opened up. I look at him from time to time. It's understandable. I'm a stranger that came out of nowhere that he's supposed to trust. "Natsuo can you please say something?" Fuyumi asks. "I don't have anything to say." He says. "It's fine I get it. You're still unsure about me. That's okay though. You can go at your own pace. Once your ready I'll be waiting." I say.

He just looks away. I'm going to tear down this wall with explosives. I eat an egg roll. "So how does everyone like the food?" I ask. "It's good." Shoto says. "Yeah I'd come again." Fuyumi says. "Maybe we'll come back again." I say. Natsuo looks upset.

Time skip next day

I go over to their house. I plan on getting Natsuo to open up. I knock on his door. He opens it. "Can I help you?" He asks. "Yes you can. I need you to come with me." I say. "Why exactly." He asks.

"Cause I have something special planned and I think that you'll like it a lot." I say. He looks to the side. "Fine." He says. We get in my car. "Where are we going?" He asks. "You'll see today is gonna be fun trust me. I'll at least get a tiny smile from you." I say. We get to the location.

I go in my trunk and get two crowbars. I hand it to him. "Why do I need this?" He asks. "You'll see." I say. I take his wrist and walk into the rage room building. "Hey (Y/n) long time no see." The tattooed man with piercings. "Yeah." I say.

"So what can I do you for?" He asks. "I need the big room for two hours." I say. He gives me the key. "It's all yours." He says. "Thank you." I say. "I don't understand what is this place." He says. "This is the most wonderful place I know and I'm sharing it with you." I say giving safety glasses.

We go in and I shut the door. "This place is.." He says. I put on a pair of glasses and break a TV. "What was that for!" He asks. "This my soon to be friend. Is called a rage room. This is the biggest most filled room. You can tear whatever you want up. Let out all your feelings on to whatever item you feel like. That's why I gave you a crowbar. So you can get mad and do lots of damage. I know you're upset. You just don't want anyone to see it. So this will be our little secret. Cause nobody knows I come here." I say. I pull him towards a table and put the glasses on him. "So let it out." I say.

He just stares at the table. I move and go towards a dresser. I beat the hell out of it with the crowbar. He looks at the crowbar then beats the table. I kick the dresser over. Our demolition begins. After awhile he stops.

He's crying. I drop my crowbar and go to him. "Did you hurt yourself?" I ask worried. "No I just, I just miss my mom a lot. It's so frustrating and I hate it so much. I just want her back. I just want to be able to see her." He says. I hold him close. He drops his crowbar. I rub his back.

"That's okay. We all miss her. We might not show it in the same way. We do though. You love her so much and you always will. You don't ever have to hide that." I say. I holds his face as he cries. I wipe his tears. "She'll always love you too." I say. He puts his face in my shoulder and holds me tight. "She'll be so happy to see you let out your emotions. To show other how you feel. If you won't show anyone else you can show me. I care about you guys. So I want to do my best to help you and take care of you. I want you to be safe and okay." I say.

"Why you don't even know us? You're so nice to us. I don't understand." He says. "It's because of Rei and Shoto. Rei was my friend in school. We were also neighbors. We got to know each other well. So well that we knew each others weak spots. Mine was being a mother and having kids one day. To be able to take care of people. I went to the doctor one day. He said that I couldn't have children naturally. My body wasn't meant to have one. Even so I still felt like I was meant to be one. I'd have kids one day. She called me stubborn and protective. She meant well though." I say tears going down my cheeks.

He looks at me. "I miss that. I miss how she'd call me over protective how she'd call me out on things. Even if she didn't express how much she cared I knew she did. I just wish she did. So I knew it clearly so I could see it." I say wiping my tears away. He holds me. "We all do." He says.

TBC...