Loving again

Planning

Your POV

"I have been through a lot and it does hurt sometimes. I just try to look on the bright side. I got hurt badly but at least I'm still alive. I could barely move at the moment but at least I could go through therapy to get better. When you go through a lot in life it's all you can do. You have to press on. Because despite the pain you feel right now. Later on hopefully you'll be able to feel again. To feel emotions you want to. When you do you'll be happy you kept going. It's a lot still. Even when something bad happens right away. You can't just automatically not feel anything. You have to feel something to feel better. Right now you're sad,hurt and,mad. If you feel those things it's a process. Just don't let your anger out on anyone physically." I say.

He nods and holds me. The door opens. "Shoto what are you doing here?" Enji says. He wipes his face quickly and puts a straight face on. I stand in front of him. "Shoto came here to get his mom flowers around the same time you did. He talked to me about what was going on with him. I listened and he figured we went to the same school so he wanted to know what it was like." I say. He looks at him then down at me.

"Thank you for talking to him but he's okay now." He says. "Oh don't give me that bullshit. He lost his mom at least let him grieve. Not everyone can be as what you think is strong. He has emotions all of your children do. I know that you're angry and I know that you hate this more than anything. Could you please just leave him be right now?" I say. "He's fine." He says. He's annoyed with me even after last night. "He is not okay! He's hurting he's scared to show it around you! God knows what happens in your household. Right now he's with me so you'll just have to deal with it. If you try to come at me I won't just take it. I don't care how much stronger you are. How your quirk over powers mine. You won't hurt him or take him from this spot until he feels better." I say.

He just glares at me and I glare back. Shoto holds my shoulder. "It's okay (Y/n) I feel better. You eased the pain a little bit." He says. "But Shoto." I say. He turns me around and hugs me. "Thank you for everything." He says. He leaves glaring at Enji.

"So you just came here to yell at me or what?" I ask. "I came here for the flower arrangement planning." He says handing me some papers. I take them. "Whens the funeral?" I ask looking at the papers. "In a few days." He says. I just read the papers leaning back against the counter. "I'm sorry." He says.

I stay silent. "Before any of this goes any further. I need to tell you something. You'll hate me for it. Maybe want to kill me. I just want to tell you this now since we're apologizing." I say irritated. "What is it?" He says raising an eyebrow. "Your son touya I took him in. He's been my child this whole time since he ran away from you. I found him almost near death in the rain on the side walk. He ran away after that incident where I almost died. I don't know what it is you're doing to make them feel this way but stop." I say. He walks towards me. "Why didn't you tell me about him." He says gripping the counter on both sides of me. "Why do think. Training him like a soldier he was only a child. You probably weren't feeding him enough. He was skin and bones when I found him. Obviously I'd take care of him. He was the sweetest kid I'd ever met. I wouldn't give him up for anything. I especially wouldn't give him to you." I say.

"So now we're back to square one even worse than that." He says rubbing his face. "He didn't want me either. No surprise there. He is your son." I say. "DON'T REMIND ME OF THAT EVER AGAIN! GET OVER IT!" He shouts. "DON'T YELL AT ME FOR YOUR MISTAKES! THIS IS ALL ON YOU!" I shout. "If Rei didn't want you to protect the kids. I would kill you in a heart beat. Congratulations (Y/n) you've just lost me for good." He says leaving. I turn around and cry. He's such an asshole.

This is all his fault. If he'd just stayed away. If he would have been a better parent none of this would have happened.

Time skip

It's morning I feel exhausted and depressed. It would have slipped out anyway. So why not get it over with before we got serious. The door opens. I wipe my face from the forming tears. "Hi how can I help you?" I ask. I look up it's Shoto. "Shoto what are you doing here?" I ask.

"I wanted say sorry about him." He says. "It's not you fault you don't have to apologize. I know how he can be. I'm just surprised he let you come here." I say. "He doesn't know." He says.

TBC...