Loving again

Dinner

Your POV

We eat and it's so silent. "This tastes amazing." Fuyumi says. Trying to start conversation. "Thanks I made an extra pan for you to take home." I say. I look at Natsuo. He's in his head again. "Natsuo helped me." I say.

"Really?" Shoto and Fuyumi say at the same time. "Why are you so surprised?!" He says. "It's just you were so silent at the restaurant. I thought that you'd take a long time to open up to her." Fuyumi says. "Plus you in a kitchen brings back nightmares." Shoto says eating. Nightmares? "Well we went to eat lunch. It's actually hard to not open up to her. She's nice." He says looking down. How cute.

"I'm glad you did open up. He's actually really teachable. He's a fast learner." I say. I glimpse at Enji. He just eats. I don't mind though. I'm glad he enjoys it. "If Shoto has nightmares about it I'll just have to teach you more. Plus girls like it when guys can cook." I say. He blushes.

"I'll only learn cause it'll help in the long run." He says. "Okay. Shoto do you know how to cook?" I ask. "No." He says. "You see how hard it is for me? Always being the only one cooking." Fuyumi says. "Well I'll fix that." I say. "You probably should learn a few other things too. In away teaching you stuff is protecting you. So that's something that will happen." I say. "Stuff like?" Natsuo says.

"Tips that help you out in life. Simple stuff like what to do in grocery stores. How to make life easier. Things get harder and more complicated as you get older. There's even stuff that will be complicated in my future." I say. "You aren't even that old." Natsuo says. "Thanks for the compliment but it's nice to have help. Even when you think you don't need it. Plus the little things count." I say. "What's so important about the grocery store." Shoto says. Fuyumi gasps. "Shopping is very important. Buying the right items are necessary. You could end getting fruits and vegetables that are expired. You'll get really sick. If you don't check the product you could be highly disappointed when you can't use it. Expiration dates are important too. You could die." I say. "Seriously?" The boys say.

I nod. "You have so much to learn." I say. "How do you not know this. I've taken you to the store thousands of times." Fuyumi says. "I normally just tag along." Shoto says. "We also unpack the groceries." Natsuo says. "Well your trips are going to get a lot more interesting. I'll show you what you can get from being good at shopping after dinner." I say.

Time skip

Everybody is full and on the couch. "Alright ready." I say. "Yeah." The kids say. I open the door that leads to the garage and turn the light on. "Coupons are the best way to get plenty of things for cheap." I say going in. It's basically a whole convenient store. "Woah." Natsuo says.

"How exactly did you get so much of this stuff with the same expiration date on them." Fuyumi says. "Using coupons from online and spending them in different stores. I got all these Gatorades for free." I say. Pointing to the rack of Gatorades. I even got meat in that deep freezer. I only coupon the non freezer stuff. Enji walks in. He see diapers.

"What are these for?" He asks. It went silent. "I was thinking of adopting or having a baby. Then I realized I probably couldn't anyway. That's why there isn't that many." I say. He just looks to the side. I see where Natsuo gets it from. So cold yet completely different at the same time. "Anyway I also did this for emergencies. In case there's some kind of crisis and there's nothing on the shelves at the store." I say.

I look away. "That's smart. Shoto, Natsuo let's go to the couch. It's getting to hot in here." She says pushing them out of the garage and shutting the door. "You still want children?" He asks. "I do... that's probably asking for a miracle though. So I gave up." I say. He holds my hand. "I'm sorry." He says. "It's okay really. I guess I just wasn't meant to be one. I-I." I say tears falling down my cheeks.

He holds my cheek. "I hate that you feel this way. That you can't have what you've wanted the most in life." He says wiping my tears away. "In away though you've managed to mother my children. They like you a lot I can tell. I'm fine with it. I've always thought you'd be a good mom. In all honesty. I don't think I've ever seen them so happy. So if it's possible I-" He says. The door knob jiggles. Then footsteps run away. He sighs. He comes down to whisper in my ear.

"I'd love to try to make a child with you. Do anything that I can to give you one." He whispers. He kisses my neck. "Thanks for dinner." He says. He comes back down and holds me. He runs his hand down my back. "I'll be back later to give you some dessert. It'll be...tasty." He whispers and gropes my ass. I blush and my face feels like it's on fire.

"See you later." He says and leaves. "It's time to go home." He says to the kids. They yell goodbye. I say bye back. I let my face cool down. He's such a pervert.

TBC...