Waeyo | Bang Yedam

♡ five

Third Person

It was nine in the evening when Yenna finally made the right decision.

She shouldn't have followed her heart before because she and Yedam will pay the consequences.

Without hesitation, she texted Yedam---maybe for the final time---and blocked his number.

When she was done, that's when regret started creeping up to her.

She took that regret to bed and tried hard to sleep even though she can't.

Yedam recieved the message in the morning. Instead of having a good morning, his day started gloomy.

I'm sorry Yedam... I just can't. We can't do this. This is just stupid. I'm not digging our own graves. There are plenty other girls there who fits you better than me. I wish you have a good life Bang Yedam.

Neither of them had a good morning.

Yedam's jealousy clouded his mind. He thought that the boy in the picture was the main reason why Yenna broke up with him.

Yenna on the other hand tried to push  Jihyun away politely. But the boy persists on courting her and he doesn't plan on giving up.

"Look, Jihyun, I am really busy this day and I can't---"

Jihyun cut him off the phone. "But Seobin told me that today's your day off."

Damn you, Seobin, she thought

Yenna thought of a way to get out of the situation. She checked her phone and acted surprised. "Oh would you look at that! I'm late for my appointment at the dentist."

She scurried away saying one last thing to Jihyun.

"Sorry Jihyun, I'm really busy today!"

Jihyun was left there dumbfounded. He had guessed that the girl doesn't want to be around her but he kept that thought away.

"O-okay, take care!" He yelled as the girl went further down the stairs.

Yenna quickly went to Seobin and lightly spanked her arm. "Why would you do that?!"

"Ow!" Seobin hissed. "Do what?"

Yenna rolled her eyes. "Don't play innocent on me."

"Fine," Seobin pouted. "I just want you to forget about Yedam. Because it's making you dull and depressed, I've been observing your behavior you know."

Yenna understands that her friend is only trying to help her. But she does not want to forget about Yedam and all of the memories they had. Not yet.

"Thank you but... I'm not ready yet."

"Just give it a try, okay?" Seobin patted her shoulder.

Yenna had no choice but to abide to the decision of her friend.

Yedam

Night fell and I decided to calm my nerves in a cafe. Maybe hot chocolate and a cheesecake would make me feel better.

Thoughts are running wild in my mind. Ninety-nine percent of it is Yenna.

I don't want to accept what she said.

Because if you really want something you would always find a way to get it or to make it happen.

I sipped on my hot choco and the moment I bought it down on the table I saw Yenna with another guy.

I can't be mistaken, that is Yenna.

I feel my heart aching once more.

My eyes are glued on them.

I watched as Yenna laugh at something that guy said. I watched as she smiled. I watched as the guy gained the heart of the one I love.

Is this love one-sided now?

How can she do this to me?

The guy slowly leaned his face to Yenna.

I know what is about to happen and I don't want to see it. I can't bear the hurting I am in right now.

I stood up the chair and suddenly Yenna's eyes slightly opened, and our eyes met.

I couldn't read her eyes so I just walked out.

I don't want to see the lips of my love kissing a different guy's one.

I held my chest as the tears started building up my eyes. Just how cruel can love be?

I wish I'm just numb so I won't have to feel this pain.