i don't know where to start but to be honest i kinda feel depressed and anxious since April but i never opened up to anyone, not even my friends. early in the month, i suddenly lost interest in everything that i used to enjoy alone or even with my friends. we used to play games together. i thought it was normal to feel like that... being sad? but i never expect that it will lasts for such a very long time.... countless night, i cried myself to sleep. i don't even know whats wrong with me. there is few time when i keep thinking about the bad things that could happen i will become very anxious and my heart beats so fast. the worst thing i have done is i actually tried to cut myself but it is not that deep. i can't afford to meet therapist. nobody will understand this. but deep down, i want to recover i need to get my old self back. two month after April i finally decided to go out with my friends with a hope that i will eventually feel better. but the only thing that i realized was i missed so many thing. they were joking among themselves....
during the two months of my absence, no one really reach out to talk to me....
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Depressed Rants And Poems
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