Baileys POV
"Of course I feel guilty but I don't know what came over me" I explain to my brother. I told him about the kiss and asked whether or not I should tell matt because I don't wanna ruin what we have. "Well tell him then" he says shrugging.
"Easier said than done" I say crossing my arms. Situations like this make me feel miserable.
I went up to my room since i was done discussing the situation with my brother. Matt needed to know but how do I break the news to him? He never made his appearance on New Years I asked him why? He replied saying "it was too late".
He seems kinda distant and it concerned me but then again everyone needs their time. I sat and questioned myself about whether I should even tell him it wasn't necessarily my fault I was lonely. Nevertheless I wouldn't be able to handle the guilt of keeping a secret.
I took out my and began typing. He read it but no reply. I sat pondering in my room.
Minutes passed by and I hear the sound of a doorbell ring. I get up knees unstable, my walking wobbly I knew I would break before I even told him.
Opening the door to see him standing there with that lovely huge smile of his. Unfortunately it won't there after me. He extends his arms out for a hug. When we are embraced in each other's arms he whispers
"I love you"
Usually I would happily reply back saying those exact words but I couldn't. Not without knowing I would hurt him later. Matt looked at me with a worried expression on his face.
"We need to talk" I say not even looking at him. He walks over to the couch and sits patting the empty space next to him.
"So who should start?" He asks. What does he mean by who does he have something to tell me as well? Does he know what I'm about to say? So many questions.
"So you needed to talk or should I go first since you blanked out?" He says waving his hand in front of my face. "Yea I do" I say with a frown. His hand wanders over to my knee. "I need to let this off so let me just say this.... I smoked weed with c.... cameron and it was just that I wanted.... to try it but I'll never to it again babe" he stutters.
"I forgive you but I don't think you'll forgive me after what I'm about to say" I push his hand away from my knee causing him to give a confused look.
"I cheated on you"
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Matthew left. It wasn't unexpected I would've ran of far into to the distance away where the pain couldn't find me. I think it's true to say that
I Bailey Ray Morris am a terrible person
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