Today's Love Song, Tomorrow's Nightmare (BIGBANG Fanfiction)

Chapter 10: Secret Confessions

G-Dragon's POV

We just got done filming the interview. It was fun like always and I actually enjoyed it.

We walk towards the van where our manager is waiting for us and instead of sitting in the front like I normally do, I go and sit in the back with Daesung. I take Seungri's spot because of me doing that.

"Hyung, why are you sitting in the back?" Seungri asks me shocked. "I feel like doing something different today." I replied calmly.

The real reason is that the back is pretty far away from the other members and I want to talk about Daesung and I's earlier conversation. Seungri seems to accept my answer and sits in my seat. I don't mind since I took up his seat. Sorry dongsaeng!

"Daesung-ah?" I ask quietly. "Ne?" He replies. "Are you doing okay?" I ask him with concern. "Ne, hyung. Wae?" He replies.

"When I asked if you were okay earlier, your face turned red and you said that you were thinking about stuff. What were you thinking about?" I asked. Daesung looked a bit nervous and gulped.

"It's n-nothing hyung." He says with a stutter. I can tell that he's lying. "You don't have to lie. You can trust me with whatever is troubling you." I tell him.

He sighs and starts to say, "I was thinking about Angel and how she was going to be all alone while we were away for the interview. I was wondering why I was thinking about her and I tried convincing myself that I was just worried about her. I do care for her. especially since she just arrived in Korea. I just don't want her to feel lonely, that's all." He confesses to me.

I take time to process this in. I don't think he knows why he feels that way but I do. I've been through this position quite a few times already. You can tell from the songs that I've written and released.

"Daesung-ah, you do worry about her and that's because you care for her. You also don't want her to be along which also shows you care for her because you want to spend time with her. Does that mean you want to share memories with her?" I say to him and I look at him, waiting for an answer.

"Ne, I do want to spend time with her and share memories with her." He says with a smile on his face. "Well, I've figured out why you're feeling this way." I say and he looks at me. "And what do you think the reason is hyung?" He asks me.

"You like her." I tell him.

Daesung's POV

I'm waiting for G-Dragon hyung to respond to my question and when he does he says, "You like her."

Those words are repeated multiple times inside my head. "You like her." That's all I seem to hear. I think about it and the way that I've been feeling towards her lately. Then, it hits me!

How can I be so stupid not to have realized this sooner! All of a sudden, I start to get worried with the discovery of how I feel about Angel.

"Is this what it feels like to like someone? Will she ever return my feelings? How will CL and the others take this if I were to tell them?" I think to myself.

I guess I had a worried expression on my face because G-Dragon hyung started to talk to me again with a concerned expression on his face.

"Don't think too much about how you feel about her. Just let it come naturally. And when the time is right, tell her." G-Dragon hyung says to me.

"Thank you, hyung. But should I tell the others about how I feel?" I ask him. "You're welcome. Hmm...thats all up to you but more than likely they'll figure out later on. Just be careful who you tell too. We don't want a scandal to come out." He tells me.

I nod my head, letting him know that I understand. He pays my head and says, "We're here! Gaja!" I get up out of the van and follow the rest of the members back to the dorm.

I have a feeling that things are going to get interesting from here on out. Should I worry about it...?

*Hey! What's up you guys? 😄
I hope you're enjoying the story so far! I have exams next week! O~O
I'm really stressing about my Geometry and Spanish 3 Honors finals! DX
I just hope I pass the class tbh! ^_^'
Anyways, I'll do my best to update tomorrow if I'm not too busy with anything.
How long do you think it'll be until our Smiling Angel Daesung confesses to our jag-run cheonsa (little angel)? Do you think she'll like him back? Or will she have feelings for somebody else in BIGBANG?!? Only time can tell! :)
Until next time,
BBYYEE!!~~