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brie had taken me shopping, then after we got lunch and ice cream.
we ended our spree with going to brie's house and watching movies.
"brie, do you have any..lollipops?" i asked, gulping down my anxiety.
her head whipped around to me as she chomped down onto a dorito, "a l-lollipop...?"
"i really need one right now..." i breathed, tucking my lips inwards to suppress the tears that were bound to break through.
"um, i don't have any. but i can go to the store and get you some if you'd like?" she asked.
"n-no, i don't wanna trouble you brie-"
"nonsense," she chuckled lightly. "i'll be right back."
with that, she picked up her phone and car keys and left to the store, leaving me alone.
i picked up my phone, scrolling through my contacts, i still haven't deleted his number.
it hurt me. there's so many things i wanted to tell him the day we broke up, but nothing could come out.
i want him to know how much he hurt me.
my heart began to race as the phone began to ring, my hand was shaking as i held the phone up to my ear.
"hello?" he answered.
"i just want you to know that you're the biggest asshole ever," i managed to push out. "you hurt me. and you lied to me. not to mention the countless girls that you talked to behind my back.
"i trusted you with everything i had. i gave you everything, you were always first in my life and i didn't treat you in any negative way for you to do what you did to me.
"you had the balls to flirt with other girls but you couldn't even tell your own girlfriend how you felt about her. i hate myself for being bothered by your presence when you're not even here...
"you broke me. do you understand that? almost two years thrown away because you couldn't tell me how you felt about me."
my voice broke multiple times because of the tears that slipped down my cheeks, i chewed on my bottom lip as i exhaled deeply.
"i loved you austin...and i thought that you loved me too. what did i do to make you stop loving me? to make you talk to other girls? where did i go wrong?"
he sighed. i sniffled as i waited for him to say something.
"i'm not your boyfriend, but he sounds like a dick."
