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i stayed at my mom's that night, she told me it was too late to drive back to my house.
i woke up the next morning and my mom made me breakfast. i can't remember the last time i had my mom's cooking.
i planned to tell yerin how i felt today. i couldn't wait any longer. i spent a little bit of time with my mom before i left, it felt good to be with my mom.
"s-should i buy her something?" i asked. my mom smiled, "what do you think she would like?"
i took a moment to think about what she would like. and i got the perfect idea.
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i spent the whole day in bed. in fact i spent the whole week in bed. i didn't even go to school.
brie came over numerous times to check in on me and make sure that i've eaten. she's even slept over.
honestly, this was worse than my breakup with austin. i thought i felt sad when i broke up with him but man, i just feel depressed now.
"i left you a burrito in the microwave and soda in the fridge." she said softly as she walked into my room.
"thank you brie..." i smiled weakly at her, my voice groggy and tired.
she sighed, sitting down on the edge of my bed slowly, wrapping her hand around my ankle. "i have to go to work now, but i'll be back later and we make popcorn and watch movies?"
i nodded my head, "i'd like that."
she smiled at me again before getting up and leaving. i still laid in bed for another thirty minutes, staring blankly at the wall.
before there was a knock at my door.
i got up, rubbing my head as i walked to the front door. my feet were almost dragging on the floor, my arms were floppy and loose.
my limbs felt strained and numb. everything felt numb.
"yeah?" i asked as i answered the door. but i froze when my eyes lifted.
"a-austin?"
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