I Hate You, I love you (Noah Schnapp x reader 💕)

Chapter 21

"Where are you going?" Noah asked

"Look who woke up" I sassed

"Music practice! and sorry for her!" Asher shouted as he went to the lobby area

"Sorry not sorry 😏" I said to noah and he .....smirked....? I rolled my eyes and went behind Asher.

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"That was amazing!"

"Awesome!"

"You guys are definitely gonna win!"

"Make Our school proud!"

"Good job on the high note dude!"

Comments flooded our ears as we moved back towards the class. Thanking as many people I could, I reached my seat and sank down. Being in the music as well as the sports team May or may not have made me a little well known. I'm talking about 60 percent more known than others. The other 40 percent is because of being "childhood friends" with the cast of stranger things. News spreads like wildfires in my school.

It was recess now so almost the whole class was roaming around. Except me. I was tired so I decided to stay inside. As miss chase was leaving, she asked

"Y/n, not gonna go outside?"

"No ma'am. A little tired today. Plus my leg is not totally healed." I said and ma'am nodded and went.

I was now alone in the class. Didn't happen everyday. Asher and Tanya were also outside. Asher left his guitar here though. I won't say I have a great voice but I could sing 🤷‍♀️. I liked to sing .

I wasn't that hungry right now because I had some capri sun earlier so I decided to try my hands on the guitar. I liked playing it but i was more of a piano person.

I sat with my back towards the door. (It was closed)

I started playing some random chords until it started sounding familiar. With a little help from my brain(I'm not sure If I have any) I was able to recall the exact chords for "Tear Myself Apart"by Tate McRae.(its a beautiful song)

So it goes, my summer rose is cut and thrown away
Petals fall and you don't call
For days, and days, and daysYou say, you say, it's not my fault
You say nothing at all
Can you see my hands shake?
Heart is now an earthquake
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
You make it look so easy
Turn around and leave me
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
To tear my self apart
No concern for what you've burned
You set yourself ablaze
What survives are sharpened knifes
That go right through the boneYou say, you say its not my fault
You say nothing at all
Can you see my hands shake?
Heart is now an earthquake
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
You make it look so easy
Turn around and leave me
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
To tear my self apartTear myself apart
Can you see my hands shake?
Heart is now an earthquake
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
You make it look so easy
Turn around and leave me
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
To tear myself -
I stop abruptly because I feel someone staring. I turn around to see a bunch of people, starting at me. And of course the cast was there. I didn't mind Tanya and Asher though. But I didn't like being watched. I actually didn't like being the Center of attention whenever I'm not on stage. Everyone started clapping which made me more embarrassed.I kept the guitar, excused myself and ran to the bathroom. 
"Creeps." I muttered as I splashed water on my face.I decided that I couldn't stay in the bathroom forever. Well I could but I had dance practice. WITH the cast.I stared at myself in the mirror.
"Why do I hate them?" I asked my reflection.It didn't answer "I don't hate everyone. I'm comfortable with Millie and Sadie. Caleb and Gaten are cool guys and I'd like to get to know them..." I spoke to myself "That leaves Finn and Noah. I Don't hate Finn as much as I hate Noah. I may even like Finn. But I don't trust my feelings." I continued "Why do I hate Noah?" I asked myself yet againAnd again, the reflection didn't answer 
I decided to go to the empty classroom.Horrible decision, really
Everyone was there."Hey!" I greeted everyone in general."Hey!" Millie and Sadie said
Asher put the pen drive in the smart broad.We were Going to dance on a number of songs mashed together.
"Sir is here." Asher announced after peeking through the door.
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