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hey y'all, please read this as this is very important.

so, uh, i don't know how to say this other than that i won't continue this book any longer.

it's hard to explain why but i'll try my best. for an amateur writer such as myself, i can't find the proper words to describe what i'm feeling about this book.

first, the plot is a mess. i have everything prepared, yes, but it's not entirely laid out like i did for the other side (aka the armin book) where i wrote the whole summary, conversations, and events. i have no idea what to put each chapter and if you notice they're just dumb and not making any sense for the story, i have no idea what to write and all i want to do is just rush this book already tothe end.

i don't want to do that. i don't want to rush a book, that's not me. i want to give you all something you can enjoy but it's just hard trying to think of things to write between the characters as to not rush their relationship but at the same time not make the waiting long.

writing is hard and tbh this is the only book that i truly cannot finish, no matter how much i give myself reasons to do so.

second, writing this is somewhat tiring. this was a rushed idea and i posted this as coming soon before i had the full summary completed, it was something i just wanted to do because everyone was excited.

i didn't get to prepare because just like the ones reading this, i wanted to post this as soon as possible. i thought i could come up with the plot as i write, but nothing really came up the whole time.

writing the chapters made me mentally drained, and there were times that i just ditched writing them to do something else. i just don't enjoy writing for this and it sucks because i'm not that writer who likes to discontinue books.

i don't really want to leave a book unfinished but i have no inspiration to write this anymore. i'm terribly sorry, but i don't force myself to write something i can't complete.

i hope you all understand where i'm going through. i'm sorry for leaving all of you hanging, but i just can't anymore 😭

as an apology, i will be publishing an eren x reader book. i had planned this before thigh highs, and have the plot ready. all that's left to do is to write the chapters. you don't have to worry about me ditching the book hahaha

it's called bloom and i hope you'll like it! it's not nsfw, don't worry, it's very serious and wholesome at the same time.

and as an added bonus, i'll post the plot i had about thigh highs. please don't steal it :( just because i ditched it doesn't mean it's okay to steal. if you want to write about it, you can dm me instead for permission.

anyways, here it is:

- y/n l/n gets recommended to a sugar daddy by hitch, who also has one.

- her past is that her parents abandoned her for choosing a course they didn't like, leaving her broke.

- their relationship starts off rocky but overtime grows when they realize that they love each other. (this is where i'm lost in)

- floch and y/n is just the same. his parents didn't support his interests in making cars when he was still young, so he ditched them and made a name for himself.

- when their relationship progresses and they show mutual feelings, everything fucks up when y/n and her friends went out to drink and bumped into floch.

- he befriended them and easily, buying for their drinks as they get drunk. y/n and eren leaves the bar together, only to wake up and see each other naked.

- eren was the one she lost her virginity to.

- when floch found out, he was mad and had an argument with her that both broke their hearts. (lost with this)

- y/n left him but someone came back to her life. her parents.

- they found out about her having a sugar daddy through her ig posts about clothes and such. (this is where i'm lost in)

- because of that, they dragged her out of the country and restarted her college with the career they like.

- floch found out she had left the country before he got to apologize, through hitch who y/n talked to before getting their connection cut.

- years later, floch was out of the country where y/n was to visit her (he couldn't immediately visit bc of shit that idk). he found her walking back home and called for her, apologizing and stuff before suggesting to run away together.

it's shitty i know but eh, i have many things i'm confused about there.

thank you all for reading this shit, i'm sorry i have to discontinue it and leave you guys like this. i'm starting to regret it, after seeing chapter 132 (no spoilers in the comments please) and it hurts a lot. but i can't continue it, even if i want to so i'm really really sorry. you can visit my profile and read the other shits i made lmao hdjdhdb

i love you all so much ♥️

goodbye.

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