begging for a change ((bnha x male reader))

Chapter 19~~panic attack

3rd POV

"Where were for the past three days." Aiwaza asked.

"I was out for three days?" Y/n questioned himself.

The hero's looked at him curiously.

"Well after having an emotional breakdown I walk through an alley then this guy put his hand on my neck and threatened to disintegrate me and ofcourse I wasn't afraid because I can regenerate." I said leaving out the black market part.

"After a lovely conversation he told someone to knock me out and then it's quite obvious what happened, I woke up with a smelly sack on my head and then they yanked it off when I started to complain about the scent. They asked me to join their burger stealing club and I laughed and called them idiots then a blonde bitch sliced my arm which was pretty pathetic if you asked me. They then search me up and asked me questions I didn't answer then I hungry, made a burger and asked someone to help me eat it, but then that handsome burnt potato ATE MY FUCKING BURGER!" I said shouting the last peice.

"Ahem anyway after I refused they knocked my out again and they slapped me awake so I was pissed and they wanted to integrate me and I refused, ripped of the restrains and tried to get out but the manager of the crusty crab grabbed my neck I threatened him to disintegrate me but he had enough sense to let me go, Now here we are."

They heroes just looked at me.

"Anyway it's pretty late and before you go." P. Nezu said putting a bulky piece of metal around my neck.

"Okay now you can leave." Nezu said smiling.

"How the fuck am I supposed to sleep with this fucking thing on!?!" I shouted in disbelief.

"You should've thought about that before melting your old one off." The little demon said calmly before walking off.

I stood there with my mouth wide open.

"THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS!" I shouted before Caterpillar escorted me to the dorms.

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When we reached the common area everyone broke their necks to see us walk.

They then started ranting about how much they missed me and asking why I ran away.

"I'm kinda sleepy, Kaminari can you escort me to our dorm please." I lied wanting to be just be alone.

"Sure!" He said skipping to the elevator.

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"Oh yea Sensei told me you need to take all of your pills before going to-." He then was cut off by me slamming my room door and locking it.

Kaminari POV

After he slammed the door there was soon the sound of screaming and things being thrown to the ground.

"Hey dude you Okay?" I asked leaning on the door.

All I got was a fuck you in return and things proceeded to fall to the ground.

Soon someone knocked on the door, hopefully someone who can help I open the door and saw Shinsou.

I see them two hanging out a lot maybe he can help.

"I came to return Y/n's book........Is that screaming?" He says worriedly.

"Um yea I was hoping you could help with that." I said laughing nervously.

He pushed pass me and let himself into the room.

"Y/n." Shinsou said leaning on the door.

"Le-leave me alone." Y/n said sobbing.

"It's me, Shinsou."

After he said that everything in Y/n room seem to stop.

"Can I come in?" Shinsou asked.

"No." Was all Y/n replied.

"Why not." Shinsou questioned.

"You....promise you won't be mad?" Y/n asked.

"Ofcourse not." Shinsou said reassuringly.

The door made a click sound signaling that the door was now unlocked.

When we walked into the room, we were horrified.

Y/n sat on the ground, multiple knives stuck out of arms and neck, his room was a complete mess, and I do don't know where here he got them from but there were dead birds on the floor with knives sticking out of them.

"I'm sorry.." he said crying softly.

Y/n then made grabby hands at Shinsou like a little kid.

"Hitoshi~." He said leaning forward.

Shinsou walked up to Y/n and started to pull the knives out making Y/n scream since his wounds have already healed whilst the knives in them.

"Tushi, it hurts~." Y/n whined.

I laughed because he called Shinsou tushi.

"Shut up." he grumbled taking out the last knife.

"Do you guys have a medical kit." Shinsou asked me.

"Think Y/n bought some, lemme check."

I came back with the medical kit.

"You can start clearing off his bed in the mean time." Shinsou said disinfecting Y/n wounds.

"Alright.....tushi." I said earning a glare.

Shinsou POV

'Why, why did Y/n do this to himself?'I thought cleaning the boys wounds.

"Hey tushi." He said in a slurred way.

I hummed in response.

"You kinda remind me of Adam." he said before passing out.

I looked at the boy confused, who the hell is Adam.

"Oh no wonder why he let you in." Kaminari said.

I after wrapping the gaze around Y/n arms and neck I looked at Kaminari, demanding answers.

"Adam was well is his bestfriend, Six days ago we had an assignment to look in each other's past and his weren't exactly, normal." Kaminari said trying to figure out what to do with all of the dead birds piled up in a corner.

I looked Y/n on last time before putting him to bed.