A Girl's Life

Where Is Everyone?

So we have been in the car for four hours and I still cannot sleep. Well, looks like I am gonna be extremely tired when we get to Florida.

"John, are you awake?" I say whispering so I do not wake his mom up.

"Ya. I have never been able to sleep in a car. Did you get any sleep?" He says trying not to wake his mom up either.

"Oh. Me either. Would your parents get mad if I was on my phone listening to music and stuff will I'm here in the car?"

"No. My parents do not care. You can get on your phone if you want. I might get on my as well."

"Okay cool. Do you wanna listen to music with me?"

"Ya sure."

I turn my phone on and start the music. Carrie Underwood is just amazing! I love her voice so much. She sings like an angel. I like the song she sang on American Idol Inside Your Heaven. Wow I have a lot going on in my mind right now.

As his father merges to the exit to go to quick trip for gas and to get some rest, another car does as well. We had the right to go first because we were in front of them. They honked their horn and rammed into us.

I wake up in the hospital with a bunch of nurses surrounding me and putting my on a ventilator.

"Hey sweetie. I am nurse Rene. I will not let anything happen to you. I promise. We are going to have to take you into surgery because you have a piece of the seatbelt stuck in your side."

"What!!!??? Where is John and his mom and dad?? Are they okay?"

"Yes. They are all okay. John does not have minor injuries, but he also does not have severe injuries. They are like intermediate, if you will. He just has a bruised face, busted lip, and he has to have stitches in his arm. It looks like he tried to protect your face from hitting the seat. If he had not done this, you would have to have surgery on your face and you would not look the same as you did before. As for his parents, well they will be okay, but they had some injuries to their brains. We are going to make sure everyone is back to normal and I am going to make sure that they do not leave here until they are normal again. We promise not to give up on you guys. I have faith in all of you and I give you my word."

"Okay. Well as long as you take this piece out of my hip I will be fine right?"

"Yes. Well I think. When you came in you were unconscious and we had to put you on a ventilator. You also have a broken arm. Other than that you are fine."

"Okay. Thank you so much for not giving up on my boyfriend and his family. If I do not make it through this surgery, please tell John that I love him. And my parents as well. And his parents too."

"You do not have to worry about that sweetie. You will make it throughout this surgery. I will make sure of it."

A couple days went by and John finally came to see me. "Hey gorgeous. I just want to let you know that it is okay to let go. I know this is hard for you, but I would rather you stay here, not just for me, but for your 5 siblings and your parents and all of your family. I love you and hope that you choose to stay."

"John. I am doing my best to stay. But this is so hard. I do not know how much more my body or my heart can take. And I will not leave you. Or my family or your family."

He gets on the hospital bed and wraps me in his arms. "I love you so much Sadie. You will make it through this I promise. God will help is if we just keep asking. But baby before it's too late, what about now? Will you stay now?"

John wipes the tears off my face. "Look, I am trying harder than I have tried in anything before. I do not know if I will make it." I mumble very slowly.

"Well I have been praying for you baby. And you will make it I promise." He says, his voice quivering.
I reached up and gently wiped his tears off his face.

John's POV:
She reached up and touched my face, her gentle, soft touch sent me to heaven. I came back when she grabbed my hand and told me she was gonna try her best. I started crying all over again. God why can you not help me! You have been here for me when things were not even close to this important. I need you now more than ever and you are not here for me!!! I yelled at God like never before. I have been telling myself I will not yell at Him. I will keep my cool and see what happens. But I am to the point where, if I lose this beautiful girl, there will be no point in life.

This chapter is not yet finished I am getting there though. And by the way the doctor is musiclover4589 and John is AlicesAdoptionCenter they are amazing so follow them!!!!