A Girl's Life

Ooooohhh A Twist!!!!!

"Hey Madison! How is your Valentines day going so far?"

"It is pretty good. But you aren't going to like what I am about to tell you. Especially because it is Valentines day.."

"Well what do you need to tell me?"

"I just saw John and Kayla kissing in the hall. I don't know if Kayla kissed him first or vise versa, but they definitely were."

"Are you serious!!!! Every Valentines day this happens!! Why does this have to happen to me!!!!! This is why I have always hated Valentines day!"

I ran away in tears. I arrive to my class and sit down and put my head in my arms on my desk and just ball my eyes out.
Just then I get a text from John saying that he misses me already. I text him asking him if there was anything he needed to tell me and he then replied no....

I said are you sure?

John: Ya I am positive... Why what is going on??

Me: Well a great friend of mine said that you and Kayla were kissing in the hall. And if that is true then I need to know. If you are gonna be dating me you have to be 100% honest with me okay John.

John: alright well if you don't believe me then that fine.

I don't know what to do anymore. I can't even stay mad at him for very long. I just got to get next to him.

That night I go home and lay on my bed. Before I know it, it's 5:00 in the morning. I just need to be next to John right now. He means the world to me and I need to figure everything out. This is driving me insane. Maybe I feel this way because I am sleep deprived.

Or maybe I really do miss him because we have been dating for seven months and five days. I think I actually love this guy. This is why I don't get attached to people. It's like whenever Ian about to be happy, something horrible happens. Why does this happen to just me??

Me: Hey John. I gotta say what's on my mind. So here it goes. Don't hurt me or desert me. Don't give up on me. Don't use me or take advantage of me. And don't make me sorry that I ever counted on you. I really hope you understand that if you want to take my hand that you have to out it over my heart and promise me that you won't do any if those things ever. I am giving you my heart and I have never been in love before so you gotta go easy on me.

John: what would I do that for? Baby I told you that I love you more than anything in the entire world. And I will tell you everyday that you are the most beautiful girl in the world. You are my tan legged Juliet and I'm your redneck Romeo and nothing will make me stop loving you. Even if you stop loving me, I will still love you. I will always be here to protect you and nobody will ever hurt you. I know that you were abused and stuff in the past but nobody will ever hurt you again as long as I live. You can count on me. And about the thing this morning, Kayla forced herself on me and I tried to push her off. And I did but obviously your friend didn't see that part. I would never do anything to hurt you. It hurts me that you don't trust me.

Me: awe that's literally the sweetest thing ever!!! And thank you. I'm sorry I didn't believe you.

John: it's okay. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before I was confused about the whole thing.

Me: it's okay I believe you now.

John: 😍😍😘😘 morning baby. Did you sleep at all??

Me: morning handsome 😍😍😘😘 and nope. I was up all night thinking about you!

Some of the words in here were from a song by Jordin Sparks and Big Time Rush.