When the feeling of the rain hits my skin,
I can feel my worries thin.
I've grown comfortable in the darkness,
Beginning to feel so heartless.
I worry I haven't let go,
If I will, I don't even know.
Time is passing like a speeding car,
My mind travels so far.
These emotions are a lot to handle,
Especially after your little scandals.
I sit on the floor curled into my knees,
Quietly as my tears put my heart at ease.
"Please, don't leave!",
You scream and your scream.
The alcohol is getting to you,
Absolute madness befalls me,
I feel myself slipping away,
Into this abyss of betray.
The feeling of security,
It's something of maturity,
You said you'd nurture me,
Yet you've broken the best in me.
Now all I can see,
Is what you did to me,
It disgusts me.
My imagination runs ramped,
Imagining you against her, it happened
Let alone it was my birthday,
And when I found out was in May,
And you lied to me again, hooray.
I already feel depressed about that month.
And you took advantage of me.
The kindness in me.
The ignorance in me.
The desperation in me.
Now I see,
What you did to me,
And how it affected me,
And honestly,
You've broken the best in me.
