𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖏𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝕬𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖓

𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖎𝖘 𝖜𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖌... ➵ 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 2 🖤

Marella:

anx·i·e·ty

/aNGˈzīədē/

Noun

a nervous disorder characterized by a state of excessive uneasiness and apprehension, typically with compulsive behavior or panic attacks

"Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and uses it against you."

Author: I'm already having a writer's block. I'm a terrible writer.

I never understood what Sophie was fighting...

The feeling of being followed eats you up.

It can lead to anxiety or slipping into a bad headspace.

Sophie shook her head furiously so she wouldn't slip. Her friends looked at her with concerned eyes, not knowing that she was fighting herself.

Her mental mind and state.

"I have to go. My class starts in a minute or so." Marella said, standing up from the table they were sitting at.

"Ok, bye Marella." The others chimed.

Sophie watched her friend walk away before dark clouds covered her vision.

Ever since the nightmares. She's been afraid to watch her friends walk away.

Especially alone.

It just gives her the feeling that it is the last time I would ever see them again...

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"So I was thinking about going to the mall and spend about ~~~"

Sophie zones out on Biana speaking as she looks around aimlessly.

As if waiting for the paranoia feeling to hit her.

And it soon does.

She feels a sharp spike in her back as shivers and gets goosebumps. Sophie immediately stood up and looked around, causing her friends to stop and stare at her.

"Is something wrong Sophie?"

"Is someone bothering you?"

"Are you looking for someone?"

"Do we need to beat someone up?"

"Are you looking for Fitz?"

Sophie turned sharply to glare at the last speaker, who, low behold, was Tam.

"No. I know we're dating now but don't expect me to act like some clingy b*tch." She snapped, absolutely paranoid now.

Her friends stared at her like she had three heads and she was taken aback when she realized what she said.

"U-uh I mean.... uh.... I-" she was cut off.

"Seriously Sophie. Something is wrong." Jensi said, frowning at the brown eyed elf.

Yes.

Wow.

Jensi.

Jensi has always been taking a private Foxfire course since he was a butler, but Biana let him go, knowing he had much more potential if he learned with the others in Foxfire.

This resulted in Jensi following Sophie and Biana around like dog after a ball for weeks until they got him to stop.

Sophie lowered her head, her friend's eyes stinging the back of her head.

Dark clouds clouded her thoughts and black shadows covered her vision.

Her breathing labored and her hands became clammy.

Visions after visions past her until she felt eyes on her again.

Narrowed eyes to be precise.

Sophie quickly pulled her hood up, completely shivering and covered in sweat underneath as she hugged herself.

"Sophie...?" Biana whispered in a soft voice.

"I have to go. I'll see you guys tomorrow."
Sophie said, rushing out before her friends even got a chance to answer.

She ran swiftly to the Leap Master, feeling the eyes trail and follow her.

"The Palace." She said quickly before she light leaped away.

Everyone would say they didn't even notice the pain and fear crossing through their princess's eyes.

547 words

A/N

Hey loves! 🖤

How's chapter 2?

I know it's very shallow and lame because I'm a terrible writer 😅

I'm struggling to add a song to this chapter 😐

Any predictions of what may happen as we continue on?

Any suggestions? Message me privately or comment below, I welcome them all 🖤

I'll see you all in the next chapter 🖤