August 19th, 2020

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I am so tired. Didn't go to bed until 3 a.m. because I was talking to GK. Big mistake on my part. He kept trying to start something... dirty. This boy doesn't understand, but it is partly my fault. I don't know what I'm feeling. I can't go through this again. I don't want to be hurt again. I'll figure it out. Maybe. I had work today. Very tiring. Hung out with BY. He is a very good listener. Also very funny. And he says things like it is, which I appreciate. I don't know how I'm functioning right now. I can't focus on my school work, and this is a big problem. I'm going to try and make this work. I need this all to start working. Okay, I have to go now. Till next time.

-CT

Time Stamp {11:18 p.m.}

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