If you love me let me go (Cameron Dallas imagine)

Chapter 11

Phoebe's POV
Matt and I pulled into a classy, little restaurant a couple blocks from the hotel. We were seated right away by a bubbly, blonde waitress who clearly knew who Matt was. She came over to take our order and I swear her eyes never left Matt. I'm surprised she got our order right.
Soon she brought out our food and left us to eat.
"So what's this thing with Gilinsky and Taylor?" Asked Matt.
"It's a really long story. Basically she liked him, he liked her but screwed up and so I helped him fix it and they're gonna live happily ever after. The End."
"Wow well okay then." He said chuckling. Then he started to say something about the waitress. The only words I heard were "cute but stares a lot." After that I started to zone out and think about the email I got earlier. Was it really smart to jump to an answer so quickly I mean everyone is finding something they love, Gilinsky and Taylor, Cam with Brittany, all the boys living there dream at Magcon and I just feel stuck. All the thoughts kept playing through my mind when I couldn't take it anymore,"I got into NYC Writers." I blurted out.
"What?" Matt said confused.
"It's a big writing company in New York that I sent some samples to and they accepted me."
"Phoebe that's great!"
"No it's not because I don't know what to do Matt....." I wasn't aware that I had started to cry and my words we turning into gibberish.
"Phoebe slow down." Matt moved over to my side of the booth and embraced me in a hug. "why do you not know what to do."
I sniffed and tried to contain myself before speaking, realizing we were in public and now gaining a weird stare from our waitress.
"I..I've been kinda in love with Cam for a long time and I feel like if I leave nothing will ever happen but if I stay I might miss out on this opportunity."
"Wait you like Cam?" He said slightly pulling away.
"Yeah. please don't tell anyone! Taylor and Gilinsky and well I guess now you are the only ones who know."
"Is that why you hate Brittany so much?" He said starting to laugh.
"That and she's just a natural brat." I said with my best fake smile. Matt laughed.
"Fine I won't tell. And Pheebs, I'm not the best at giving advice but honestly, if I were Cam, I'd take you over Brittany any day." he said smiling.
"Thanks Matt." I said blushing.
"Alright well, I think on that note, we should head back to the hotel. It's getting late."
He was right, Jack and Taylor were probably back by now and wondering where I was and I was also exhausted from the public water works.
We took a cab back to the hotel and then made our way back to the rooms. I entered the room and was instantly attacked by Taylor hugging me.
"Thank you thank you thank you! YOU'RE THE BESTEST FRIEND EVER!" Taylor yelled.
"You're welcome." I laughed, "so I'm guessing it was a good date." I said as we moved to sit on our beds.
"It was fantastic! He was such a gentleman and so HOT!" She said flat out swooning over him. I rolled my eyes and giggled at what a dork she was. "well I'm glad you had a good time."
"Wait Pheebs, why are your eyes so red?" She said with concern.
"I'm just really tired that's all." I said turning my face away. "uh goodnight." I said nervously turning out the light. She would find out at some point but not right now. I still wasn't ready to tell anyone, well anyone except Matt now, about the writing thing. Plus I knew if I told her, I'd probably start crying again.