Mission | Seventeen au

Rage

Yo readers! Its been a long time. Since I'm still stuck at home cause of this pandemic and I'm too lazy to continue studying at the moment, I decided to make this chapter for you hungry readers! Oh and if you're feeling generous enough, do vote for this pathetic me and my story.. Haha.. Thank you!

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Hoshi tucked his head deeper into his hands. The night wind blowing on his dark navy hair, slapping on his fair skin. Hoshi didn't join the training that day since he's been using up his time on his bed and finally when the two instructor had went home, he had once again climbed on the roof, his once haven. He had been thinking on what Chan had asked earlier that morning.

Do you remember him hyung?

When Chan had asked him that, he haven't had the time to register the question when S.coups barged into the room and called Chan as they were about to start their training. He didn't know what Chan was talking about. Who's him?

All this thinking is making his head hurt. First, he was brought here without his consent then without thinking had told someone about something in his past. He had used a large portion of his power and had to take a handful of pills in which he was supposed to take it once per week. Then he was drugged and couldn't even touch nor be near any foods. And now he had vomited all the liquid in him which he didn't even know the cause that triggered it.

Hoshi sighed hard and tucked his left pocket. His eyes widen when he felt no presences of the thing he was looking for. He immediately search his other pockets but also felt nothing. Instantly, he swiftly jump into the empty seventh room and when he open the door, the first thing that he saw was Jihoon.

Jihoon on the other hand widen his eyes when Hoshi suddenly grab hold of his shoulder. The panicked face plastered on Hoshi's face makes Jihoon felt the need to help him.

"M..my medicine... have you seen it?"

That was the first time Jihoon had witness how frighten Hoshi looks. How his voice was shaking. Jihoon could only shook his head since he had not seen the specific bottle.

"I'll help you look for it and I'll ask the other members too. Calm down."

That night, all excluding Joshua had looked for the bottle containing those unknown pills. They had searched the ground, all the bedrooms, all of the training rooms and just about everywhere in the house but to no vail.

When it was already late, they had one by one went into their respective rooms and promise to continue looking for it tomorrow. Jihoon was already knocked out earlier since he was so freaking tired and just leave Hoshi to look for it. Even though his other supposedly 'friend' said they would look for it tomorrow but for Hoshi, the pills are so much more important to him than his life.

He kept on searching for it. You must be wondering why he would go to such length right? Welp, that was because he had to take the pills. It's been a week since he last consumed it and it had already taken effect on him. Maybe that was also the reason he vomited.

'Fucking pills, where are you!'

He thought to himself when he rummaged through one of the cardboard in the kitchen. Unfortunately for him, he couldn't  fine it anywhere in the kitchen and his head was starting to pound hard in his skull. 'Ah shit!'. 

When he had confirmed that the mysterious bottle is not anywhere in the kitchen, he furiously make his way again for the seventh room for the umpteenth time. He pushed open the door and lock it, making a quiet beeline towards the window but when he neared the said window, he could see from the corner of his eyes that something had been added on the table right beside the window. He swiftly stand in front of the table and shocked plastered his face. There on the table lay a tablet of the white pill with a small note beside it.

Hoshi hesitantly took the note and read it, his breathing hitch at the content.

This one is the last. Use it wisely now. I wouldn't want anyone to faint when we take our first mission tomorrow. 

Hoshi's hands was currently shaking and he knew why. He knew why he was shaking so much. Why his breathing had become uneven and why his pupils became dilated. Why he was sweating and his throat felt so dry. It had happened again. 

He didn't want to believe it. Not after when he had let his guard down a bit. Not when he had actually put the tiniest bit of trust in them. Not when he had actually see them as 'friend'.

'Fuck it!', he thought to himself. 

He had not surprisingly pace in the room, his shaky hand clenching hard at his side and his dry mouth biting his nails in nervousness and frustration. 

He was scared. Hell! He was terrified. He thought that maybe, just maybe, being kidnapped and living in a remoted place far from society would ease himself. Would help him get rid of the dark hollow pit in his heart. Get rid of those tainted memories in his mind. He would maybe get some calm nights. 

But no. The world is cruel. They was so against him feeling any of those happy moments. Those calm, happy and just far from his cruel reality moments. 

He had let his guards down.

Hoshi once again pick the fallen note and skimmed through it once more before crumpling the poor paper in his hand hard enough that it was ripping. He was angry. No. Rage. 

It's been a long time since he felt those disgusting emotion and even if he would call it disgusting or whatever, this was really the right time for it to resurface from his hole of emotions he had kept in himself. It was right to feel this. To have this feelings because surprise surprise.

Someone in the house had betrayed his trust.

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Yeah nope. I won't tell who yet. It's too early in the story.

Till next time!