Living Free ✔

Twenty Two.

Willow

Walking out of my Financial Literacy class, I had 30 mins to make it to my next class which was chemistry.

But I really had to piss.

Taking a quick pit stop, I opened up the door to the closes bathroom walking straight to a stall and locking the door.

Pulling down my pants and panties, I quickly sat onto the toilet relieving my bladder.

As I was sitting here I grabbed out my dap pen and started to take many hits off of it.

The high from the lines I had snorted had kind of already worn off, which was a bummer but that's what happens when you body becomes used to it.

Wiping myself, I stood up pulling up my pants, using my foot to flush the toilet.

Walking out of the stall, I pumped the liquid soap into my hands running the under the scolding hot water.

Looking into the mirror I looked absolutely horrid.

My makeup wasn't done, and my hair was a mess.

But I didn't have anyone to impress so I could care less.

Turning off the water, my phone started to ring in my back pocket.

Shaking my hands of any excess water, I reached into my back pocket pulling it our and answering it.

" Hello." I said walking over to where the paper towels were.

" Willow, is that you?" Jesse questioned.

" Yeah Jesse, who else would it be."

" Idk, but I have something big to tell you."

" Okay."

" You might want to sit down."

I rolled my eyes.

" God damnit Jess I have class so.."

" Okay, Okay." She cut me off.

" Damien got a girl pregnant." She rushed out.

My eyes widened.

" I'm sorry what?"

" I said.."

" No, I know what the fuck you said smart ass. But how'd you find this out?"

" He told me. I was trying to get some bud off of him because I've been stressed lately, so when I called him he got all bitchy with me and told me that I was gonna have to find a different supplier this week then hung up. But I guess he felt bad about it so he called me back and told me that he was under stressed that one of the girls he had been hooking up with had gotten pregnant."

I sighed.

" So he told you to tell me or?"

" No. He actually told me not to tell you, but I'm bad with secrets you know that."

I chuckled.

" Yeah I know."

" Are you okay?" She asked with worry lacing her voice.

I shook my head as I she could actually see me.

" Yeah, I'm fine."

" Are you sure, cause.."

I cut her off.

" Jesse I'm good. I slept with him a couple times doesn't mean we were together. I'm just glad it wasn't me." I joked.

This statement was some what true.

I was glad it wasn't me, but I wasn't entirely sure how I felt.

I mean we were never anything serious, but there's still a long history.

She laughed, which turned into a snort.

" Yeah, that would definitely ruin our vibe we got going."

" Yep."

" Well anyway Jess I gotta get to class. Love you."

She sighed.

" Love you too. Oh and also make sure when Damien calls you, you don't mention me telling you."

" I won't." I mumbled before hanging up the phone.

Placing my phone back in my pocket, I swallowed the lump that was stuck in the middle of my throat.

That's definitely a surprise.

Walking out of the bathroom, I rushed down the hall making a right into another hall.

Making my way into Chemistry, I walked to the first empty seat that I had seen not really caring.

Sitting down I looked over to see a girl with blonde hair, full face of makeup, Ladies and Gentlemen this right here is the definition of a Barbie girl.

She looked over to me with a smug look at she popped her gum in her mouth.

" What are you looking at?"

I rolled my eyes.

" Not you." I mumbled.

" Excuse me bitch!" She squeaked.

" Do you know who I am?"

I shook my head.

" No and I don't really fucking care."

She rolled her eyes looking back in front of her to, talking to a group of girls that sat in front of us.

I assume they're friends.

All their voices started to squeak together causing my head to start to throb.

Placing my head against the desk, I sighed loudly.

This was going to be a long day.

~~~~

All my classes were over for the day, thankfully, and I was now heading back to my dorm to be all by myself.

I could just go out but like I don't feel like going alone and I didn't have any other friends

Luckily I had my drugs to keep me company, or else I think I would go crazy.

Walking into building three I rode the elevator all the way up to my room and walked in throwing all my stuff on the ground.

Stripping out of my clothes I walked to my closet opening it up and grabbing out a over sized sweatshirt along with some spandex shorts.

Grabbing a scrunchie I quickly threw my hair up in a bun, I threw myself onto Indiana's bed taking hits off of my juul and dap pen.

With each hit I felt my lungs starting to burn more and more.

But the sensation didn't bother me, it relaxed me more than anything.

Laying here my phone started to buzz next to me.

Picking it up I looked at the caller ID.

Sigh I I hit decline throwing it down next to me.

I do not want to deal with you right now Damien.

XOXO ParisBesties