Piece of him

Keeps getting worse

Just when i thought my mind stopped playing tricks on me while i was reassuring myself that there was absolutetly nothing between Kakyoin and Polnareff, the unusual happened again. During our finishing phase of beating the shit out of this barrier dude, his final blow was pretty messed up and whats even more concerning , i wished for it to work out for a second. The barrier stand was filled with invincible force, launching a careless Polnaref really fast, that he couldn't react properly. He almost lost his head, before a pair of strings grabbed him from above.

Kakyoin saved his ass once again, and the way Hierophant held him, ripped my nerves even more. I was weirded out by the fact that our enemy had a barrier stand, which appeared in my dream, and the fact that these two are still staying closer to eachother, made me question theyre friendship once again. It became really difficult to deal with these feelings.

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It was around 20 PM as we were slowly returning to the hotel we stayed in, all sweaty and filled with sand, checked in for another night, while recieving concerned looks from the receptionist, and the people walking around the waiting hall. Cant blame them, we literally looked like a street thugs with our bloody cuts, and messy clothes filled with sand.

Kakyoin hurried to our room, trying to avoid as much people as possible, while i calmly passed through the group of people , who seemed like they were admiring my looks but in silence.

Man was i pissed when i arrived at our room, didnt even bothered hiding my anger when i threw my jacket again, but this time so hard that it sounded like a hard slap. Threw my hat against the wall, and stormed towards the freezer. I was very well aware of Kakyoins presence, as he silently watched me i confusion.

I pulled out 4 cans of beer, and immidiately started drinking in the unusual speed. But my reason for it was simple, i wanted to wash off my negative feelings, unaware that my drunk state will later twist the whole plot of this unbereable situation i was stuck in.

I was already at my third can after i gulped down the second one in 3 minutes, when i started to feel dizzy , the effects of alchohol were slowly kicking in. I ignored the beautiful red head that was growing more concerned with each can i opened after another.

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After the fourth one i comletely wasted myself, already wobblying with my hands, eyes half opened, starring at Kakyoin directly, without even relaising it. I tried to open a fifth one with struggle, when the can suddenly slipped from my hand. Confused i looked around to see where it went , when i noticed a hand holding it in the air.

Kakyoin was leaning in front of me with his angry-worried expression.

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"Explain this nonsence" he finally spoke after giving me a really long and strickt glare.

"You ain't....My old man, to tell me what to.. i paused with almost every sentence.

"Man im worried" his facial expression shifted from angry-worried to, concerned-worried. "Whats happening to you Jotaro? I havent seen you act like this like...Ever? Do you need a comfort? Is something bothering you?" He slowly placed the half opened can on the shelf, and sat on his bed facing me.

I was completely wasted, my brain stopped working as my tongue untangled, ready to spill all the bullshit and truth that was on my mind.

"This is ye fault " i wobbled while pointing a finger at him.

He blinked in a confusion a few times, before deciding to ask me "How is that my fault?" Seeming hurt by that answer i previously gave him.

But he wasnt ready for thing that i was about to pull on him next. I leaned with my face pretty close to his, slowly caressing his cheek while exploring the shape of his jawline as well as the texture of his soft skin, while bluntly starring at his shocked purple eyes. God he looked so pretty.

I didnt even hesitated to tell him that, as i bluntly spilled out "Youre pretty"...

In a matter of seconds his brows lifted up, as his mouth opened to say something but was stuck, while his cheeks recieved a layer of redness in his face, i could feel his temperature radiating.

But then he tried to brush it off, thinking about all of this as one of my sick drunk jokes, shook his head off of my hand, and stood up.

"Jotaro you got extremely wasted, go to sleep and we will talk tommorow, youre drunk jokes arent really that funny ynow--" but before finishing his sentence, i tugged his uniform really hard, pulling him down, as he grabbed onto my shoulders, preventing his fall. He huffed a few times, before lifting his concerned face up, inches appart from mine.. Frozen for a few minutes while his eyes stared directly at mine, he tried to get away from me, but i clenched my fists really hard, making it difficult fro him to struggle from my grip.

"Jotaro quit it" he kept trying to release himself, as i was still bluntly looking at him, now hypnotized by his pretty eyes, i ignored his complainings for a few seconds.

Then i reached behind his back down to his wait and quickly lowered him on my lap, now wrapping my other hand behind his neck, completely locking him up in my arms, as i was still looking direcly at him.

"Uhhhhhh, Jotaro" his struggles grew weaker with every move i pulled out on hi, at this point the poor guy didnt know how to react.

"I dont know if i will even be able to remember this thing i pulled out on you but please dont get mad at me, i justt couldnt see another way of doing it" i took a deep sigh and laughed "I love you you lil shit" and then burrowed my head in his chest, still holding him tighly as i felt his heart beating pretty fast against my ear.

"What a pretty sound" i mumbled under my breath, and kissed the spot on his shirt where his heart could be heard the most.

He wasnt moving for a long time...I could only feel the movement in the middle of his chest, and the slight trembles coming from his entire body.