Piece of him

Concerns

Kakyoin:

For some reason it felt very akward to appologize to Jotaro while being surrounded in a car with 3 people and one animal, so i kept quiet, patiently waiting for all of us to arrive to our destination. Although it was quite nerve wrecking because , i was extremely awkard, knowing Jotaro is mad at me, but i couldn't help glancing at him from time to time. Sometimes our glances met, and for some stupid reason i felt even more flustered, but it also made me sad when he would stop glancing at me for a long time. My mind was a mess the whole trip.

2 hours after a long and very sweaty ride, we finally made it to the next city.

Mr. Joestar stopped to the nearest 5-star hotel that we stumbled upon, and quickly ran in , due to the fact that it was unbereably hot outside, and all of us couldn't help it but to follow behind quickly.

Luckyly the halls were kept cold, so right when we rushed in, a chilling air struck us, and we immidiatly felt a huge relief, it was just too hot outside.

"2 seperate rooms please and...Uh , Kakyoin , Jotaro? Ya'll gonna share again orr?" Mr. Joestar turned around for a second to ask us.

AT this point i could barely look at Jotaro, his face seemed neutral, but i felt sooooo awkard i wasn't sure what to say, so i started blurting things out without thinking.

Or to be exact , i started having my old bad habits of thinking im a burden and that i leave someone alone. So i formed a sad smile on my face, in attempt to seem like everything is alright...Clearly it failed since i could hear and feel my confidence slipping away.

"I uh...I think i'll go alone this ti--" But before i coul'd finish, Jotaro outspoke me, stepping forward and saying a quite suprising words "No need for seperate rooms, we will share one once again"

I stayed quiet after that , but i coudn't even hide my confusion, i wondered... If he's not mad at me...Why is he acting all distant and grumpy all of a sudden, earlier he used to reply to my questions even if they were meaningless or random.

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Ah that awkard silence..There it is again...

Our room was pretty far up stairs, and there were only stairs....

"Great ...And they call this five star hotel ....." I complained, hoping to get a small response from Jotaro at the same time...But still nothing...... Damn.

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The room was a bit smaller than the previous one we stayed in, but it was alright. I had the honor to get in first since, Jotaro moved aside lettig me pass. His behaviour really started confusing me. Things had to be cleared up, because i couldnt handle this guilty feeling and confusion no longer.

Bathroom was our savior at the moment, i had to refresh myself from all of the sweat and dust from the trip to this city, so i rushed in, slamming the door behind me...

But before i could step in the tub, i leaned on the sink and starred at my reflection ... "What did i do wrong" the doubt was at this point eating me alive , since i could feel and see my tears piling up in my eyes. Once i get out of the bathroom, I'm going to clear things up with him.

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Jotaro:

I wasn't ready to speak to him, not after what i did , it was just too difficult to even look  him in the eye. And the way ue charms people around him makes me pissed off, I might be the most handsome man girls notice, but damn this dude has a blinding charm in his hands, alongside his looks.

But my wish to talk to him also grew, i just .. Didn't wanted to sound weak in front of him..Then his whole image about me can collapse with a single wrong sounding voice that my throat can produce during these mental battles. So i decided to cool down, by taking my cigs and walking out of the hotel again.

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Kakyoin:

"Ahhh so refreshing" nothing better than a slightly cold shower after a long hot day filled with tons of sand and dust. My favourite routine. I made sure i looked alright before stepping out of the bathroom and meeting up with a grumpy friend of mine.

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It wasn't surprising when i didn't saw him when i stepped out, his bag was packed under his bed, but he was nowhere to be seen, and i immediately knew where he went.

"Probably off to smoke again huh" i mumbled to myself, releasing a deep sigh and looking around my cupboard to find my book. I was traveling , but still had to keep my knowledge growing until i come back home from this journey.

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Time passes pretty quickly when you start reading a really interesting book, when it suddenly hit me, it was already dark, and Jotaro..He still hasn't returned, which made me anxious about him.

I carefully placed the book back to the cupboard, and decided to check on him, praying to god that he wasn't dragged away by a stand user. Jotaro is a strong guy...But I was always on my guard since lately, the new stand users were getting stronger with the next one being more unique and hard to figure out.

So i decided to go and check on him outside.