All For You://Jersey Boys

Leave Me The Fuck Alone

I was woken up this morning by texts from my mom telling me to drop the kids back off. I really don't want to, but I'm trying to stay on her good side. When I wake up, I go and make breakfast and feed the kids. Once we're done, we get all their stuff and put it in the truck.

Then we drive back to my moms house. When we arrive, I look back at them from the front seat. "I don't want to leave you" Aiden says as tears fill his eyes. " I know I don't either, but we have to if you want to see me again." As I say this my voice cracks. I get off the truck and open the door for them. They get off and grab their stuff from the back . When everyone gets off, I close the door and walk around to the other side where Jay is standing. My mom walks out the front door and we all look at her. " I love y'all and I'll try to see you guys this weekend." I say not really knowing if I am or not. But I say it anyways to try and make them feel better. They all hug me and leave, and then the front door closes and I look at Jay with tears falling from my eyes. "Why does life have to be like this." I say as he pulls me into a hug. "I know it's hard babygirl, but you're getting better at dealing with it. I'm so proud of you." He says as he pets my hair to comfort me. He lets go of me to wipe away my tears, and we get in the truck and drive off.

When we get to the house, Mark is already there. I say hi to him and wait at the front door for Jay to unlock it. Once he does I go to my room and change. I walk back down stairs when I'm done. Me and Mark walk outside to the car and he starts it to drive me to Tanya's house. It's a pretty awkward and quiet car ride. I'll usually start a conversation, but I'm just not feeling it. "So since your a music artist sing something for me." He says trying to lighten the mood. "What would you like me to sing ?" I ask looking at him. "Do you know Aint Nobody Takin My Baby by Russ ?" He asks looking between the road and me. "Bet" I say plugging my phone into the Aux and putting on the beat.

I finish singing the song for him and he was smiling the whole time. "That was so good." He says. To which I respond with "Thanks." "I listened to a couple of your songs before I went to your house and you sound so different." He says. "Like in a good way or bad way ?" I ask joking. "Most definitely good. I can't wait til you go on tour. I'm literally gonna be your biggest fan every show." He says happily. "Dude we are literally gonna turn up before every show." I say back.

We talk the rest of the ride to Tanya's. When we get there, I get off and tell him bye and then he drives off. I walk into Tanya's house and throw my bags on the floor, and then I lay on her couch. She comes up from behind the couch quietly and screams so loud causing me to scream. "What the fuck was that for ?" I ask with my hand on my chest. "A little adrenaline booster for the workout." She says climbing over the couch. "It's supposed to boost my energy not scare me to death." I say back taking deep breaths. "Was it too much ?" She asks with a concerned look. "Hell yeah" I say kind of embarrassed. "Well too bad. Now get your ass off the couch, and start moving them damn turkey legs." She yells making me get up real quick and become even more scared.

Mark drives back to the house and when he walks through the front door he sees Jay with a lot of paper work and an iMac. He sits at the table, and Jay immediately begins talking. "This girl is a handful, so there's a lot to go through." Jay says with wide eyes. "So you'll pretty much be with her every where she goes unless she asks you not too. In that case you'll come ask me if she can go or not. You will be with her a lot. She doesn't have a license so you'll have to drive her to the places she has to go to. She can be sensitive at times so sometimes she'll ask for your opinion. Be honest because she knows when you lie and it won't end well. And when she's not feelin it and you see that she looks down, just comfort her. Ask her what's wrong because sometimes she just needs to talk. Last thing before we go through all this, you are also here to keep her calm. Because if she has the chance she will bite someone's face off. And I mean she'll literally dig her teeth into someone's face. She also might throw a couple of punches at you. Just know if that happens she didn't mean it. Just do anything to keep her anger levels at 0 instead of 100. You got all of that ?" Jay asks. "Uhhh......yeah?" Mark says scratching the back of his head and asking more of a question than saying an answer. "Ok good cuz there's a lot more."

"Get cho ass off the ground now." Tanya screams. Currently I am on the ground from falling for running 3 miles. "When Jay said to stop goin to Jersey I didn't know they were gonna have your ass outta shape." She says with her hands on her hips. I get up and continue to run. " OH MY GOD. You look and sound like Jay when he runs." She yells. "Hell no Jay sounds like a dying donkey." I respond back. "You didn't have to come for him like that." She says laughing. "Don't ever compare me exercising to Jay just walking down the street." I say causing her to laugh even more. "Alright go ahead and wash up in my house." She says pointing to the house. "Thank you"

Mark picks me up and right when we get home I take a shower. I make something real quick to eat for me, Mark, and Jay. When we're done I wash the dishes and put them away. When I'm done I get a FaceTime call from Maiya so I answer it. "Hello" I say into the camera. "Hi" she says smiling and waiving at the camera. "Hey what are you doing ?" I ask as I walk to my room. "Oh just in my room" she says raising her phone to show me. "How come you didn't call me yesterday ?" I ask. "Huh ?" She asks because she couldn't hear. "I said how come you didn't call me yesterday." I say repeating myself. " I was helping my mom enroll me and Kairi in school." She says. "Oh are you nervous to start school again." I ask "kind of but-" She gets interrupted by someone walking into her room.

"Maiya who are you talking to ?" Kairi asks. "Uhh....Bri." She responds hesitantly because she knows how he'll react. "Why the fuck are you talking to her? I already told you about that shit." He says yelling at her. "Because she's my friend." Maiya yells back. Kairi takes her phone away and starts talking to me. "Stop calling my little sister bro. This shit is getting weird we're not friends anymore." He says. "I didn't call her, she called me. And just because we're not friends anymore doesn't mean I have to stop being friends with her. I love talking to her." I say back angrily. "Just stop trying to insert yourself back into my life. Leave me the fuck alone. You're starting to act like Celia. What's next you're gonna try to date one of us ?" He says back with a lot of anger in his voice. "I'm not gon-" I get cut off because he clicks on me. "Fuck" I say slamming my phone on the bed. Calm down.