All For You://Jersey Boys

Well Damn

Once we order, Me, Ale, Alvaro, and Ro wait in the kitchen. The rest of the boys are in the living room playing on my game. "So, have you thought about coming back to Jersey with us ?" Alvaro asks hesitantly. "Umm ..... yeah I have actually" I respond slowly. "And ?" Ale asks. "And I want to go back" I respond . "Yessir" Ro says dabbing the other boys up. "But I don't know if I can" I say playing with my hands.

"Why tho ?" Ale asks. "Well because I moved twice in the last six months. I'm tired of putting Jay through that. I'm tired of putting false hope in my siblings mind. Plus I'm pretty sure my fans are gonna judge me." I explain. "Why do you even have to tell them ?" Alvaro asks. "I don't like keeping stuff from my fans. I try to be real as possible." I respond.

"Cap. You haven't told them about why you moved back." Ro says pointing at me. "That's different. I didn't want to say anything because I wanted to let y'all talk about it first." I say messing with papers on the counter. "Anyways" Alvaro says rolling his eyes. "Let's change the subject. Can we talk about how Mattia is talking to Ale's ex" he says surprised. "Alvaro you're literally always instigating. You don't see me talking about how you get with freshmen" Ale says defensively.

"Ok first of all, don't start fighting. Second I want to know about both of these things." I say placing my chin in my hand. "He says that him and Vic are not talking, but he's posting FaceTime photos on his spam." He explains as my eyes widen. "Well damn...I've never had a boyfriend, but even I know that means y'all talking." I say back angrily. "Who even is Vic ?" I ask. "Ale's first love" Alvaro says putting emphasis on first love. "Yeah she's cool." Ro adds.

"She didn't do anything wrong, and she was good to me. I just don't understand why they don't tell me instead of trying to hide it." He says kind of annoyed. "That's true. Hopefully they will" I say patting his back. There's a knock at the door, so I go and open it. I grab our food and thank the deliverer. Then I walk to the table and give everyone their food. We all decide to eat at the table.

"Aye I didn't forget. So wassup with you tryna date freshmen ?" I ask Alvaro while putting food in my mouth. "Nothing" he says embarrassed. "Damn who told you ?" Kairi asks. "That's not the point. Why are you even thinking about it" I ask annoyed. "Mattia's doing it too" he says pointing at Mattia. "He is the biggest fucking liar. Why would you accuse me of doing some stupid shit like that ?" He asks angrily. "It doesn't fucking matter. Y'all 17. The idea of talking to a 14 year old should never cross your mind. I guess y'all wanna catch a case" I say raising my voice. "It wouldn't be the first in this friend group" Mattia jokes.

"Haha so funny" I say back sarcastically. We eventually finish eating. To entertain ourselves, we decide that who ever falls asleep, the others get to prank them. All of them slowly start falling asleep, and we prank all of them. The last two is me and Ro. He eventually falls asleep. I take a piece of bread and put mayo and ketchup on it. Then I crack an egg on top. I go to where he's sleeping, and then I slam that bitch on his face. I start smearing it all in his face, and he gets up. "OMG. Bri what the fuck ?" He says getting up and the bread falling off.

"Haha. You fell asleep." I say laughing. "This shit is disgusting" he says gagging. He doesn't look mad just sleepy. "I'm not even gonna trip cuz I'm gonna get you back" he says washing the stuff off his face. "Ok we'll see about that" I say walking away. After he falls asleep, I go to bed.

The next morning they all wake up before me. "Yo we gotta prank Bri" Ro says. "Hell yeah. She was pranking the fuck out of us" Ale adds. They grab toothpaste and eggs then go to my room. The first thing they do is fill my nostrils up with toothpaste. Then they open my mouth and put toothpaste in it. They all crack an egg in their hand and throw it at me one by one. "What the-" I wake up spitting toothpaste out of my mouth.

I try to hit them, but they take off running. I take off after them and grab egg from my hair and throw it at them. "This is not fucking fair" I say angrily. "I have to go to fucking anger management and now I'm gonna be late" I say screaming. "Then go take a shower instead of waisting time." Mattia says back. "Fuck you" I say flicking him off and walking away. I end up taking like an hour in the shower because the egg wouldn't come out.

I get ready and walk out to the living room where Mark is already waiting. "Hey you ready ?" He asks. "Does it look like I'm ready ?" I ask annoyed. "Somebody is extra grumpy." He responds. "These motherfuckers decide to prank me at 7 in the fucking morning. Who the fuck does that ?" I ask raising my voice. "Weren't you pranking them like at 3 am" he asks. "Mark you're not helping." I whine.

"Well good because we gotta go" he says standing up from his seat. I get a ziplock bag and fill it up with fruit. Then we leave to my meeting. I get there a couple of minutes late, and of course Christi decides to pick on me.
"Welcome Brianna. Go ahead and take a seat" she says motioning me to come in. I take a seat in the circle. "So why don't you tell us how you are feeling today" she says in her happy tone.

"Why do I have to do this ? There are plenty of other people for you to ask" I say in a rude tone. "Because I am trying to establish the principle that there are consequences with your actions. You came in late therefore you have to answer" she explains. "Whatever. I feel amazing. Like I can change the world." I say with the fakest smile. "Ok well I heard that you had a setback. Can you talk about that ?" She asks.

"Well I took your advice on speaking to my mother. Of course it didn't fucking work." I say angrily. "I can see that you're angry why ?" She asks still putting attention on me. "Of course I'm fucking angry. This is supposed to help me not hurt me. I was doing so well and working so hard. Then this shit comes and boom. I'm right back to square one." I yell standing up.

"Ok calm down and let's take a seat." She says putting her hands on my shoulder. "I don't believe you went back to square one. If anything I feel like you took a couple of steps forward. You did not initiate the fight. If anything you tried to walk away before it even started. It takes a lot of strength to hold yourself back from someone who is disrespecting you. And I applaud you for that." She says clapping causing everyone else to clap. When anger management is over, Mark takes me to therapy.

We get off and wait in the waiting room. A person walks out of his office followed by him. "Hello Brianna" he says with a big smile. "Hey Mr. Andrews" I say hugging him. I walk over to his big couch and lay on it. He sits in his seat, and we begin. "So how've you been ?" He asks. "You know... doing everything I can to get my life back together" I respond dryly. "You don't seem to happy about that" he says crossing his leg over the other.

"It's not that. It's just sometimes it can be a little bit too much and overwhelming. I just wanna have fun" I say turning over. "Aren't your friends visiting from New Jersey ? Are you not having fun with them ?" He ask. "Yes. I love spending time with them. They're leaving soon and I know I'm gonna hate it" I say sadly. "And you haven't found any new friends" he says more like a question. "Why would I ?" I ask sitting up.

"Every time I do they find ways to hurt me. I end up hating myself for being friends with them." I say sadly. "Do you love yourself ?" He asks. "I love the part of me that's fighting" I say looking at him.