daddy issues - alex turner

happiness is a butterfly

"the bar was hot, it's 2 am, it feels like summer"

after about 5 to 6 shots of tequila, i started to feel the alcohol hit me. i felt drowsy and completely out of my mind, unaware of what was happening around me. i couldn't find alex or the rest of the guys anywhere and i was starting to panic. i started to look for my phone but i wasn't capable of even seeing properly in my drunken state. i decided to take the risk and started to look for alex. after about 5 minutes of roaming the entire bar, i saw him getting out of the restroom. i immediately rushed to him and held onto him tight
"lo? are you okay love?"
i couldn't speak. i wasn't even aware of what i was doing. i felt like i was gonna pass out. i could hear alex calling my name over and over but i was not responsive. i knew the reason i got roaring drunk even though i knew id end up like this was because i wanted to forget about my sorrow for a while and i thought alcohol was the solution for it. stupid me. after a minute of going in and out of consciousness i blacked out.
i woke up in my bed in alex's house late in the afternoon. my head was killing me and i felt like i was gonna be sick. i needed to go to the bathroom but i was struggling to even move my arm. after staying in bed for 5 more minutes i ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet bowl. alex must've heard me because i heard him rushing to the bathroom
"lolla are you ok?"
"im fine, just got sick"
i cleaned my mouth and got out of the bathroom. i was embarrassed of facing alex like this. when i saw him i cracked down and hugged him tight
"shh lo it's ok, you're ok"
"what happened last night?"
"you were just really wasted and passed out, i was so scared but you're ok now and im here. you don't need to worry about it"
"im so sorry i ruined your night"
"no need to worry about it love, you have saved my ass countless times while i was drunk, this is the least i could do"
"what would i do without you?!"
"that question goes both ways"
we shared a laugh without breaking our embrace. he always managed to put a smile on my face even during my saddest times. i feel grateful to have a best friend like him

I AM BACK BITCHESSSSSSS ok I know this chapter is short af and it sucks but I haven't written in months so I will come up with a longer chapter next time. pinky promise! feels good to be back <333