So, I'm Caroline?

Chapter 33 - Details

Laying in my bed I look at the white ceiling, being back at school has been keeping me busy since I had to do some makeup homework to finish. Damon, Klaus and Alaric come over often with Kol tagging along curiously half the time. The ritual for Klaus to break his curse is supposed to be next week when the full moon rises again.

Rebekah picks me up for school most mornings and she goes to classes with me. Mom doesn't seem to mind most of that stuff, but she doesn't exactly like the whole 'Elena is going to be a sacrifice thing.' Not that I expected her to agree with it in the first place (who would) (Klaus, Klaus would). But it does help that Elena is going to be coming right back to life and that she will only need to commit to sending one (or two, sometimes) blood bags to Klaus' location a month.

Katherine has just started high school as Elena's twin sister. Now, that had sparked up some gossip like a wild fire. Matt is back at school again now too (dating said twin sister) since he's finally got most of the vampire stuff under control.

Stefan and interesting enough Bonnie have taken to hanging out with Rebekah and I during lunch. Elena has began avoiding all of us as best as she can, but she's also been getting close to Kol. (Which I didn't expect. But it's kind of cute.)

Damon and I have discussed our relationship but we have both agreed to work on our trust issues first. If we don't then we will always have those issues and it will interfere because we are flawed. I'll think he's using me or that he intends to kill me or hurt me when he gets angry or upset. He on the other hand will think that I'm using him to pass off free time, pretend to love him and then plan to abandon him or something of that sort.

We have our issues and they can't get better if we don't work them out.

Perhaps the oddest part of that as first was when Klaus started joining us during said talks. But then he needs it too. Both Damon and I have agreed that it feels like he needs to be there with us anyways. We just don't understand why, it just feels right. Which means that I need to do some witchy research on that as well. But we don't feel completely whole until Alaric joins the fray.

It's not a pull, it's just a content feeling when the four of us are together. If you go by Klaus' facial expressions then we aren't the only ones who feel it either and find it to be peculiar.

Honestly, everything was calm. Perhaps it's the calm before the storm or maybe nothing is going to happen despite what's already supposed to happen. But if something bad is going to happen it'll probably be when we're busy or something.

"Why are you staring at the ceiling like that?" Damon asks worriedly as he moves to sit down by the bed, I didn't even hear him come into the room.

I shrug and then frown as I try to figure out where my sudden anxiety is coming from, "I don't know. I just- I feel like- I don't know how I am feeling. Maybe I'm just bored and over thinking? No, it just— I have a bad feeling and I don't know where it's coming from."

He sighs and lays down beside me, running his fingers through my hair gently. "How bad of a feeling baby?"

"Really bad." I mutter as I lean into him and sigh as I take in his scent. "I feel like it's not going to be calm for much longer. Something is going to happen or like something is waiting in the helm maybe? But I know that something I going to happen soon and we won't like it."

Damon's lips drop to my forehead and he leaves a soft kiss while he continues to soothingly run his fingers through my hair. "Do you know what it is?"

I shake my head and let out a groan as I lay my head in his lap while closing my eyes, trying to relax to the feeling of his fingers running through my hair. "No, we've changed so much already. Maybe it's the witches of New Orleans? They are getting ruthless and desperate around this time I believe. It could also be that one of those outside sources that you all talk about will be coming for me. It could be that John— or it could be one of the Mikaelson's parents that are the cause. What if I doomed everyone?"