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Feelings are killer

part three, same requester.

Chapter three

Kageyama's POV
What just happened, what happened to my innocent Hinata, what do I have to live for if my one true love thinks I'm worthless.

After I get up from the ground that my crush attacked me on, I start crying even harder, I run home as fast I can, ignoring the welcoming words my family gave me.

They have never cared.

But Hinata did? Didn't he?

I know what I have to do, I get a pen and pencil and start writing, pages on pages of words for people that loved me.

And 2 pages just for my Hinata.

After that I run to the bathroom to find the razors, if I can't be happy with Hinata, then I should just die, after his confrontation all of my will to live has left.

I slice my arms

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I stop there, 12 cuts already and I haven't passed out, Hinata would want me to keep going, this is for you Hinata.

I move to my legs

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Before I pass out from blood loss I mutter one final phrase

"I love you b-boke"

Hinata's POV

Well, isn't that just lovely news, Kageyama Tobio, genius setter has committed suicide.

Wonder why?

Supposedly he left all of us a note, as If I can be bothered reading that, probably lacks proper punctuation to be understood anyway.

I chuckle to myself

Going to school was solemn, students were shocked at the fact of such a confident boy committing suicide, teachers were shocked that a student who they knew as happy if not a little grumpy left them this early.

But the volleyball club, now that was a mess.

As expected I play a muck, acting as distraught if not more, distraught than the others, they knew Kageyama as my best friend, only if they knew.

"Hinata, I know this is a tough time for us all, so if you need to speak out please do, I knew how close you ar-were with him" Suga says softly, messing up by using present tense, oh sweet innocent Suga, think of yourself for once.

This Karasuno act is going to be closed very soon, but until then I still need to be the Hinata they know. "Suga-senpai I-I just really miss him, and I loved him so, so much, I wish he knew how much he meant to me" I say through fake sobs.

Someone get me an Oscar because my acting today is on point!

Suga just wraps me in his arms, saying comforting words.

I give him a bright smile, which he takes as me trying to cheer everyone else, time to shock I guess.

"Um guys can I have your attention" they all turn to me, with puffy cheeks and red eyes.

"Of course Hinata, you can say anything to us" Daichi says, I give him a 'sad' smile and continue.

"Sorry to be the bearer of bad news but" I take a gap in between sentenced to draw out suspense and give myself some time to act sad, "I'm moving to Tokyo next week" I finish and everyone gasped.

Noya-senpai is the first one to speak up as tears stream down his face "why Hinata, we just lost Kageyama, we can't lose our sunshine right after" he says sadly, sorry Noya, your sunshine never existed, I'm just a light bulb, dark and mysterious but I can put on a bright front.

The whole team agreed with Noya, with a silent nod and a slight turn of the head, oh fuck, they expect me to say something.

"I-IM SO SORRY! YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE MY TEAM" I start sobbing uncontrollably as the whole team joins, even Tsukki, while my face is in the crook of Suga's neck, I try to focus into Tsukkis thoughts.

Shouldn't be too hard to do saying that most of this team are simpletons focused on the death of Kageyama.

'Hinata, you can't leave, we love you" - ah Suga and Daichi, ever the parents, unless they meant something more, what's with the 'we'

"HINATA PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME I LOVE YOU" - Tanaka, oh wow, this love thing is becoming overwhelming

"Hmph" jackpot "the fucker thinks he can leave me after my crush died, as if" - oh, Tsukki, Tsukki, Tsukki. I'll do just that

Operation expose Tsukishima (anonymously of course) is a GO