Smut for ALL ANIME WEEBS

Feelings are killer

PART FOURTEEN

Chapter fourteen

Hinata's POV
As Fukurodani shows up to our high school, ready to practice, from the side of my eye I see Bokuto running..... no..... charging at me.

I feels his big arms wrap around me, he feels like home.

"Bokuto, I missed you"

"I missed you too, now it's time for me to kick your ass in volleyball then we can have a date before we have to leave, alright" I just give him a curt nod as I head back to the team.

After the match

For our first game without our captain. Our setter we put up quite a good fight.

They beat us in straight sets of 31-29 and 25-22, I was just generally amazed at how well we did.

We probably would have won with Oikawa, I don't know how we are going to get into nationals without him, but we're going to try our god damn hardest.

Anyways Bokuto and I go on that date he promised, we ended up going to the planetarium, it was so romantic, he makes me forget all the bad I did.

Bokuto is an angel and I'm a monster, I don't deserve him.

Time skip to the qualifiers.
Hinatas POV

We're here, we have to win 4 matches to make it into the nationals.

I don't know if we can do it, we have already won the first three, the first was against a depleted Karasuno, without Kageyama or I they struggles immensely, the scores turning out to be 25-10 and 25-11. I felt too guilty to go up to them after the game so I went with Iwa to scout out or next opponents.

It happened to be date tech, seeing Aone was nice, he seemed to always understand me.

They won the first set 33-31 but we took back the next two with 25-23 and 25-20, after the match Aone looked crushed, so me being the, um, outgoing person I am I gave him a kiss on the cheek and rubbed his scarily large back. That thing is fucking bigger than me.

Scary.

Anyways, the semi final matches were Aobajohsai vs Wakutani Hugh and Shiratorizawa vs Kesenike high.

Shiratorizawa won their matches 2-1, but we started out way rocky.

Because we were playing with a 'fill in' setter, they found out the simple quick early. So in the first set it was 25-8 their way. The second set didn't start any smoother, with them scoring the first 16 points. Now you and I both are thinking, how the fuck do we win from here.

And I'll tell you.

We don't.

They win the set 25-2.

Twenty fucking five to TWO.

And obviously Shiratorizawa beat Wakutani in straight sets. I'm kind of happy that we didn't get embarrassed by Shiratorizawa, but the feeling isn't any better.

I've failed everyone. Oikawa, I failed him by murdering him and then not even carrying his reputation out properly.

I failed Iwaizumi for not playing well enough to let his final year be one to remember for good reasons.

I failed the third years for reasons stated above aswell.

I failed karasuno for being a coward and not talking to them.

And finally, I failed Bokuto, I promised him on our date that we would play each other in nationals.

I can't speak to anyone because I'm at risk of being locked up in jail for a long time.

Maybe I should, to protect everyone.

I know what I have to do, to protect everyone. And it's not admitting to my past murders.

I need to kill one more person, or get caught in attempt. And go to jail.

I need to text Kenma and apologise as well.

Okay maybe I need to do more than one thing, Kenma first I guess.

To Kenma
Kenma can we talk.

From Kenma
I'm out with Kuroo, well, I'm visiting him in his coma, call me later

To Kenma
Is he ok, hows he recovering.
I'm so sorry for everything. Leading you on, the verbal abuse and anything else, please forgive me.

From Kenma
What about during interviews acting like I didn't exist and calling me a thing.
Do you feel bad for that too.

To Kenma
I- I don't even remember treating you like that.
Kenma, if that small apology didn't work I need to get something off my chest.
Here we go....

Before we first met I was miserable at the way I was being treated like an idiot by people at school, at the way I was being treated at home and at the way that Kaneyama was flirting with me.
When we met and became friends you were the only person that treated me like a human, not like the sun, not like the only source of happiness in this world, you treated me like a real human being.
During my whole time at Karasuno before I moves we talked almost every day, and I did grow a crush on you at one point, now I have multiple, you included.
I appreciate you so much, so much more than every shitty thing I said to you that one day and during the press, I was just scared.
You don't have to forgive me but I felt this was necessary.

From Kenma
I- I'm speechless.
Hinata, of course I forgive you.
And yes, that was very, very necessary. I still have a crush on you for some stupid reason, will bokuto be okay.

To Kenma
I'm fucking crying, Kenma, I have so much to talk to you about, I'm so scared.
You just made me so happy on a shitty day
Aobajohsai lost in the semi finals today, we wanted to get into those nationals so bad.
I'm so scared of myself Kenma, I don't know what to do.
Also to answer your question, Bokuto and I are always looking for others, not as a replacement for Akaashi but we just really enjoy poly.

From Kenma
If me, u and bokuto go on a date we can see how it goes.
Why are you scared?
Also I saw that you lost, the only thing the commentators were talking about was Oikawa.
What happened?

To Kenma
Call me, I have a lot of explaining to do.