feelings are killer

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PART. TWElVE

Chapter twelve

Translation of the chapter name is "evil will" and is the name of one of my favourite albums from ROSALÍA, please correct me if that translation is wrong though.

Hinata's POV
As I run to Oikawa's house from the hotel as fast as I can my heart races.

What could it be, he sounded too panicked to be fine.

As I reach his door I see that his car is the only one in the driveway. I also ogle at the fact that this is a FUCKING MANSION

it's bigger than oikawa's ego.

I chuckle at that as I knock, the door opens immediately as I am greeted with a red eyed puffy cheeked Oikawa.

The crazy part of me wants to take advantage of his situation.

I have to be better than that, for Bokuto.

"Hinata, this might sound weird to ask, but do you believe in spirits and ghosts?" I just nod curtly, confused on why he would even ask a question like that.

"I went to see Kageyama today, and I felt him there, he handed me his letter to me. And you know what I heard him say to me.

"Tell Hinata that Akaashi forgives him" Oikawa finishes, I flinch, I can't imagine what Oikawa's thinking about me right now.

Oh wait, I kinda can

'This is pretty tough stuff, I hope he takes it well'

Oh thank fuck for his oblivious-ness. Literally what else could Akaashi have meant by saying that.

At this point I feel it coming, the thing I've feared ever since moving here.

I suddenly feel myself lose all control of my body, suddenly I am a bystander in this crazy situation, locked inside my own head.

"Oikawa~ what do you think that means" I can feel my head tilt.

I've never felt like this, last time this happened I blacked out, and that ended up with Akaashi dying.

I need to stop this, I know it's me doing this but I feel like I have no control.

I can't kill Oikawa, all he has been doing is helping me.

I see him shudder in fear under my gaze as 'I' edge closer to him.

"Hinata, what's w-wrong, what are you doing" he says in complete fear of me, his shoulders are shaking and he is at the point of tears.

His eyes widen as it seems he realises something.

"You killed Akaashi, didn't you, that's what's Kageyama meant, you murde-"

'I' cut him off with a kiss, purely for the the purpose of shutting him up.

"STAY THERE OIKAWA, I NEED TO GET SOMETHING, IF YOU MOVE ILL KILL YOU" I scream.

That was the real me.

No more excuses, no more blaming it on control, I just said that.

I see rope, gloves and a sock to use as a blindfold in the basement of Oikawa's house. Lucky I listened to a song on how to tie a noose.

"OIKAWA COME DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW" as I see his head peek in I grab him, shocking him with my strength as I wrap a blindfold around him.

"You feel this chair, get up onto it and stand on it, I have a little surprise for you." As he does what I say I grin.

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