Smut for ALL ANIME WEEBS

feelings are killer

PART THIRTEEN

Chapter thirteen

Hinata's POV

Oikawa's death brought uproar to his fans, I could barely walk in the street without hearing his name being mentioned.

More than he was alive, which was already heaps.

Also the burial of Oikawa officially means that I am a serial killer, two people in less than a month.

Everyone that I've hurt. Kuroo, Kageyama, Oikawa, Akaashi and evening Tsukishima.

None of them deserved it. I can't bare to image how Tsukishima is being treated in prison. I did that to him, I made him go to Nekoma to me, I knew what he wanted to do and never stopped him.

And I even lead Kenma on, I was one of the only people he trusted and I broke that trust by verbally harassing him along with kissing him while knowing his feelings for me.

I've ignored everyone from Karasuno aswell, I left them right after Kageyama died.

I truly am a terrible person. What would Bokuto think, What would Iwa, Kunimi and Kindaichi think.

What would the people who trusted me with their lives on Karasuno think.

As I make it into class, the energy is as flat as oikaw- too soon?

The energy is as flat as Lana del Ray's one note music.

Not a smile was in sight, girls and boys all around the school has puffy eyes and red faces.

None looked as broken as Iwaizumi, I didn't go and see him the day after and haven't talked to him since.

I felt too guilty to.

He walks up to me and engulfs me in his arms as I feel him start to sob "hi-na-ta, I- why couldn't you come and s-see me, I need-needed you" I just rub circles in his back

"Iwa, it hurts me seeing you like this, and I wanted to be strong for you and I wasn't strong then. Please please please forgive me. I'm sorry" I say, I just see him give me a sad smile and nod until he puts his head in the crook of my neck.

"Hinata, who will play setter for us, we still need to win nationals, we need to win for Oikawa, it will be hard but we have to win it, he said it in his note" I flinch at the mention of the note.

The note that I wrote, I remember mentioning that oikawa wouldn't let Iwaizumi into heaven if we didn't get into nationals.

I just peck his forehead as we split up, before I can leave he just squeezes me and pecks my forehead back.

Oikawa's POV

So Kageyama and Akaashi explained to me that I am able to go back down to earth to fix one unresolved issue.

The selfish part of me wants to get answers from Hinata, I also want to say my final goodbye to Iwa-Chan.

But the leader in me wants to check the volleyball club, I know all of the third years can set amateur-ly apart from Iwaizumi, but I'm more interested in who will take over the leadership role.

As I walked through the door I feel the auras around me change, as soon as I walked in the door it already seemed lighter.

Like they could sense my presence, just like I felt Kageyama's at his grave. I see Hinata look directly at where I am. He looks like he's been crying, I can basically feel the guilt was over him as he 'sees' me.

Unless..... he actually can?

I suddenly see Makki and Mattsun brighten up.

Seems like I've found the new leaders of Seijoh.

"GUYS" Makki starts "I know we just lost our setter and good friend, Oikawa Tooru, but that should make us all closer as a group. According to Iwaizumi, Oikawa's final wish was for us to make it to nationals. We won't just make the, we will win them, FOR OIKAWA!" I hear both of them yell, and then the rest of the team joins in in the chant and goes along with practice.

Mattsun has taken over setting, he isn't a genius by any standards but he can pinpoint Hinata and Iwaizumi quite well. He will only get better.

Speaking of hinata, he has taken the middle blocking spot, I see his shine in his eyes as he hits the ball.

I know I shouldn't but I forgive him.

I don't think I was ever angry about it anyway. Just disappointed.

Hinata's POV

Oikawa was watching the whole practice, I could see him for some reason, he was in what he wore when he died.

When Makki and Mattsun took control I could see his face soften, looking like a proud mother.

I never wanted practice to end, because at the end of the day I knew he was here to get answers.

I had clean up duty alone, and just before I was going to lock up I see oikawa in front of the door.

"Can we talk?" His voice sounds hollow and lifeless, I almost burst out in tears at his voice.

"You want an explanation, I don't really have many reasons for taking your life Oikawa, I just knew that you knew about me killing Akaashi so I tried to protect myself, I'm so sorry, I wish I died instead of Kageyama, if I did then you, Akaashi and Kags would still be alive, Kuroo wouldn't be in a coma and Kenma and the whole of Karasuno wouldn't be depressed, Oikawa I am not asking for you to forgive me, because I know it's too late and- and you're- dead, I just wanted to apologise" I say, I've never felt more genuine in my life

I see his face start mimicking tears as he wasn't a physical form, "Hinata, I forgive you just please, don't kill anyone else, I don't want to lose you too, do as you please but try, for me".

I try to cut him off, but he keeps going "Akaashi and Kageyama forgive you too, Akaashi wants to see Bokuto but hasn't had the guts to see him, heh, because he's dead, anyways, Hinata, I love you, win nationals for me" and with a wink, Oikawa Tooru's presence on the earth is none but a ditch on the ground.

Chapter end
Next chapter it's Seijoh vs Fukurodani then we go onto the real matches.
Will hinata listen time Oikawa's advice, or will he snap again, find out next episode of total, drama, ACTION