Smut for ALL ANIME WEEBS

feelings are killer

PART SIXTEEN

Chapter sixteen

Hinatas POV

I'm so scared. Kenma's reaction surprised me, but telling bokuto is a different poison that I don't think I'm ready to try, but I have to.

As I show up at Kenma's house I notice that Bokuto's car is already there, damn you rich kids with cars.

I wait outside the door for 5 minutes, considering if I should really go in or just quit now.

Before I know it I feel my body move to knock on the door, I feel the door open and I feel arms wrap around me.

Kenma?

Oh wait of course it's Kenma, he's the only one that knows.

I feel his lips go to my ears as he whispers "if you don't want to tell him I can while you wait out here"

"N-No Kenma, I need to tell him myself, just can you please stay with me no matter what reaction he has"

"Of course Shoyo" as he let's me go I see Bokuto behind us, grinning at us hugging, I run up to him and hug him too, this could be the last time he lets me in his arms.

I fear for his reaction after I tell him I took the love of our lives out of it.

"B-bokuto, I need to tell you something I've been keeping from everyone, I told Kenma yesterday and he says it's best to tell you, you can hate me after I tell you and I promise that will be a totally fair response.

As I let go I see him frown "Is there something wrong with you Hinata?, are you sick?" I just let out a sad chuckle as I continue "maybe sick in the head, anyways please let me explain it all, or walk out halfway through, even slap me or kill me, i don't care I deserve it"

I see him open his mouth to speak but I cut him off with the blatant truth.

"Bokuto, I killed Akaashi"

Bokutos POV

I try to object, to tell him that he is a good person and that I would never slap him for any reason.

Until I hear those four words come out of his mouth

"Bokuto, I killed Akaashi"

"No you didn't, he fell, don't blame yours-"

"No, Bokuto. I pushed him off the cliff, I saw him try to save me and I saw the opportunity to push him and I took it"

I try to take his words in as well as I can, I can barely process my own thoughts right now, I think I'm still in denial.

He killed Akaashi on purpose, Hinata killed my Akaashi, my Hinata killed my Akaashi.

"B-bokuto, are y-y0u ok, d-do you need to breathe in a p-paper bag?" I just nod as my breathing quickens, I'm hyperventilating.

No.

I'm having a panic attack.

Kenma and Hinata have been sitting around me as I've slowly started to calm down, I think of how I need to confront Hinata on what he said to me.

After I completely calm down, I open my mouth, now knowing what I have to say.

"Hinata, we are going to go to the police station together and we are going to fight for the lowest case possible, I definitely forgive you but I can't let you get away with what you've done, I hope you understand"

For some reason he smiles in a ?happy? Way "Bokuto, this is such a good reaction, I was going to go to the station after this but having you there will help me, if you want to punch me or slap me, please do it because I deserve it"

I stop him there with a kiss, to shut him up.

After our lips seperate I slap him across the face, he saw it coming but didn't dodge.

Let's just say I apologised too many times for that.

two weeks later. Hinata has put himself in and his jury deemed him guilty, but because of his lack of mental stability and, well, strong lawyers, his sentence was downed from 10 years of prison to 2 years of a police bodyguard following him, and monthly police and psychiatric checkups for the rest of his life.

During the two years he decided it would be best for him to not see any of his friends, as he made international news for his confession to murder, he thought no one would want to see him.

He did the rest of his schooling from home and the only person he was ever social with became his guard.

"Well" hinata thought, "its time for university, oh and also time to say goodbye to this guard, I'll miss you Carlos"

2 years later
Hinatas POV

As soon as I was let out of police custody, I saw Kenma and Bokuto in each others arms, waiting for me to come out.

I haven't seen them since court day 2 years ago, it seems they are getting along just fine.

"HINATA, HINATA, HINATA!" Bokuto screams when he sees me, jumping around me, Kenma just gives me a wave as he runs into my arms.

"Why aren't you speaking Shoyo?" I hear Kenma ask, his voice obviously giving away that he was happy to see me

I write on my notepad 'I've become a selective mute, I couldn't stand my own voice and couldn't forgive myself so I decided it would be best for me to just shut up, it's been 1 and a half years since I decided that' and they collectively gasp.

'Anyways, hows your relationship going' I 'ask' with a wink, they both blush and I don't pay attention when they talk about how well they're going, I can't stand it.

I slap my leg to get their attention while I write 'I hope you two last' I say while walking away.

I feel jealous.

As I hear my music blast in my ears as I head to the home I have barely left in the past two years, only to go to the police or the psychiatrist.

'I had a dream last night, you cams back to me after our goodbye, my arms, you fell into and you asked if I'd run away with you'

I think of all those I've hurt, and those I've lost in the past two and a half year, if I never hurt Kageyama, if I never killed Akaashi or Oikawa, where would I be.

Well it's time to start university, in person, as a mute.

Oh and let's not forget everyone knowing I'm a killer.

This is going to be fun.