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feelings are killer

PART TEN

Chapter ten

Hinata's POV

The past few weeks I have just been laying with Bokuto in bed, only getting up when necessary.

I never expected to feel guilty, this is not how it should have went.

I have to leave Bokuto before I hurt him.

I get up, sleeps like a rock so I know I won't be able to wake him up, even if I shove him.

I plant a kiss on his forehead.

And walk out of the door.

"Bye Bo-Bo, maybe we can meet again" I whisper.

As I'm on the way to the bus stop I hear my phone ring.

Unknown caller ID

What do I have to lose.

"H-hello, who's call-c-calling" I stutter out, not used to talking

"Hinata, are you ok?, it's Suga, where are you, I saw the news, you've been on twice, for Kuroo and Akaashi, why did you block me, I miss you so much?" What is he doing, I'm dangerous.

"S-Suga, I thought I blocked you"

I hear a cry from the other side of the line, oh fuck, I made him cry.

"H-Hinata, why did you block me, don't you know how much I love you, please come back, I'll protect you" I flinch, that's what Akaashi and Bokuto said to me.

"Suga, I can't go back. Not yet. I'm transferring out of Fukurodani because 0f what just happened. But I can't come back to Karasuno." I blurt out, I'm not even sure why I don't want to, maybe I'm scared of how they will treat me.

Oh wait I forgot about my father, yeah, fuck no, I'm not going back.

I just hang up. I can't deal with him, I can't deal with anyone right now. I feel too guilty to talk to Suga, He is too worried about me, he just confessed to me. Why does everyone love me, I'm a monster.

It feels like I'm playing the Russian roulette of schools at this point, who's fate is sealed next.

Aobajohsai, that seems like the next best option, maybe the grand king can help me, he seems pretty crazy too.

Time skip to next Monday (first day at seijoh)
Hinata's POV

As my transfer to Aobajohsai starts today, I feel the pit in my stomach grow bigger.

Bokuto has been texting and calling me non-stop, I have only responded once to tell him that I'm okay and I just needed some time to myself.

Lying to Bokuto hurts me more than it should, but I know I'd end up hurting him in some way if I stayed with him.

I don't think I could deal with something happening to him. He deserves someone better to take care of him.

Someone like Akaashi.

As I walk through the gates of the school I have my head down, not trying to catch any attention.

I hear two familiar voices behind me "Iwa Chan~, I hear there's a new student in first year, how fascinating, I hope they like volle-" suddenly I feel an impact right in the middle of my back.

"Get out of my wa-" I turn to him "CHIBI CHAN!!!, what are you doing here, are you the new student, hang out with me and Iwa" I hear him say, blushing.

REALLY, MORE BLUSHING, MUST BE MY LUCKY FUCKING DAY

Iwaizumi is behind Oikawa, eyes still wide at my appearance "Hinata, what are you doing here" I just sigh.

"I'll explain to you two at lunch, now could you show me where the principals office is" their eyes widen at my demand as they nod, Oikawa looking salty that I didn't greet him.

"Oh and Oikawa, aren't you looking good in normal school uniform" I say with a wink as he goes bright red, so does Iwaizumi, does he want a compliment too? Whatever gets me friends with them I guess.

"Iwa, have your arms gotten bigger since our last practice match, your looking like you could pin Oikawa down right now if you want-" he goes bright red as I cling to his arm and he puts his hand over my mouth.

Aren't they easy, how cute.

I think I want to stay with them for a bit. Get my mind off of the people that I have hurt.

As I get my schedule I walk to my class with Oikawa as Iwaizumi didn't want to be late.

Let's just say the first few periods were....... interesting.

I was put in the same classes as Kunimi and Onion Head as surprisingly we got along really well.

Suddenly before I knew it I had 4 friends here that could stand beside me. Maybe they can make me a better person.

God I hope so. I can't afford a medical diagnosis, I can barely afford staying in a house, my apartment was cleared out during my times with Bokuto and Akaashi, because we were planning to move in together.

It's my fault that we can't, if I wasn't a terrible person, I would be with them right now, in between both their chests, hugging me.

I feel the tears threaten to fall. No, I can't cry, not in front of Kunimi and Kindaichi.

They will think I'm a los-

"Hinata-chan, you look sad, do you need a hug" I hear Kunimi say, I just nod and he squeezes me tightly.

I'm not going to take advantage of him, no mind reading, no nothing, this is genuine.

Before I know it, I'm smiling and by Kunimi's body language, he's smiling too.

I don't deserve this. At all.

When it's lunchtime I walk out of the classroom, to se Iwaizumi and Oikawa waiting for me outside the classroom.

It's time to explain everything to them.

And when I mean everything I mean after the editing. I can't have them hate me.

"So I decided to move out of Karasuno because my father was abusing me, and my best friend killed him self a day after saying that he had feelings for me my mother supplied me funding for an apartment in Tokyo so I moved there. At this point Tsukishima and I were dating.

When we got to Tokyo we decided we should go to Nekoma, becauseI was close to Kenma at the time and, um, Tsukki and Kuroo had..... history.

It turns out, that If you sexually assault someone, you're going to get hit, Kuroo fondled Tsukishimas penis so Tsukishima nearly beat him to death.

After the court trial I realised I wouldn't be able to stay at Nekoma so they said they could make an exception and fit me in with fukurodani

During my time at Fukurodani, Bokuto, Akaashi and I grew close, and on the day they were meant to ask me out, a freak accident occurred"

I feel the tears well up in my eyes again, fuck, I was not ready to talk about this.

"I was going to see the view of a cliff, and before I nearly slipped, Akaashi saved me, pushing me back onto solid ground, but he- he- he took the fall and died"

As I start sobbing uncontrollably I feel two sets of arms wrap around me.

Then three.

Then four.

Kunimi and Kindaichi heard all of it, and they still hug me.

"Chi- no- hinata, do you want to join the volleyball team with us, we will make you happy and maybe at some point we can help you with Bokuto, We will make you happy again" I hear oikawa say, as I'm crying to much to speak, I just nod into his chest.

I don't deserve this support, but damn, I think I needed it.

Chapter end
Spoiler for future chapters, hinata will stay at seijoh
Will hinata do a full 180, or will he go back to his old ways, keep reading to find out
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