Smut for ALL ANIME WEEBS

Feelings are killer

PART TWENTY-THREE

Chapter twenty-three

I see one of the two people I never wanted to see in my life.

Iwaizumi Hajime. The man Asahi cheated with. It felt like I saw red as soon as I heard his voice, I knew who it was immediately.

"I-I have to explain some stuff, please hear me out" I hear him say. I see that he has been crying, a lot it seems as his face is completely red and eyes puffy.

His usually spiky hair is completely down, not one spike facing north.

After examining his condition for a while my face softens. I look down to his trembling hands, which held Hinata's key.

"Can you explain everything, about Asahi. I'm guessing that wasn't your first hookup. I just need clarity.

"O-of course, I was looking for a hookup at a club and I saw asahi, he said she was in a relationship that he hated and said he was using you for money. We had sex for a year and a half until that day you caught us. Just a couple days ago h-he raped me. I never said no but I never agreed and he just started f-fucking me. Noya, I know we aren't close at all, but I have to give you my deepest, most sincerest apologies" as I see him head towards the door I lunge at him, enveloping his large frame in a hug, his face showed a shocked expression before he warmed to my touch.

"So Hinata helped you I guess. I know he came to your apartment with bad intentions but it seems what he is doing is creating more good than bad" and as Iwaizumi nods I feel sleep take over my eyes.

"K-keep hugging me Noya. Can we sleep?" I just sleepily nod as I feel sleep take over me.

The final thing I remember hearing is what my mother said to me when she got cheated on by father.

'It's barely ever the person who he or she cheated with's fault. Always blame the cheater honey'

I smile into Iwaizumi's chest as I pull him close.

So cute.

Hinatas POV

So, on my way to Noya's old house I realise there is one important detouring have to take.

Another person who I haven't seen in nearly 3 years. My still boyfriend even though I've dated many times.

Tsukishima Kei. My first love, I can't believe I haven't visited him once.

All I've heard is that his first two years in prison were terrible, people beat him up because he was so lanky. Not a muscular muscle on that boys body. And as a result of his beatings his mental health declined so much so drastically that he broke. So they had to move him to an mental hospital.

I've neglected this responsibility for too long. I feel insanely guilty for not even sending as much as a letter to comfort him. Especially because my feelings for him have never completely been lost. I promise I'm not a slut I just love multiple people okay.

It's...... complicated, I will always love Tsukishima, my first real love and the first person that accepted the real, slightly deluded me. Bokuto and Kenma are happy somewhere else, only messaging me when necessary. And Noya, he's just so vulnerable to me, he's been through so much and I just want to protect him from all the bad in the world.

The Mental Hospital visiting hours only allow visitors to see the paitients for 1 hour, so I have to make the most of this.

"Hello, I'm Yuko, who are you looking to visit today?" A nice faced, plump looking lady asks.

"T-tsukishima, Tsukishima Kei"and her face lights up at that.

"Oh!, he always says he is going to have his boyfriend visit him, that must be you. He will be so exited, I don't like to play favourites but he is my favourite patient. His saltiness is almost funny. Which is the best we will get here. Anyways he's in room 22b, down two hallways then turn right" I just thank her politely before following her directions.

I knock on his door, weary of the time. It's 14:22, I have an hour.

"Who is it?, I swear if it's you Yuko, I promise I'm not lying about my boyfri-" as he opens the door his eyes widen and I see every emotion collect in his eyes. Happiness being the most prominent.

"HINATA HINATA HINATA HINAATAAAAAAAAAA! I knew I didn't imagine you, you came, you actually came. They won't tell me how long I've been here but I suspect it's been two weeks. That's so long away from you" I just flinch. They've......... really kept him out of touch with reality.

"Tsukki, I'm so sorry baby, I'm so sorry for not visiting you but you are very wrong about the date. I-it's been nearly 3 years, I have so much to tell you. But first I need to make up my time. I'm so sorry for not talking to you. I'm so sorry for letting you get beat up in prison and letting them break you. It's all my fault." And I feel his arms wrap around me. Damn I missed his hugs.

"T-three years, you have to tell me what's happened in that time, I'm just so happy you're here with me now, they tried to say I was crazy and that you weren't real. That I just imagined you. You are real, right?" I just lock my lips with his and nod into his mouth.

"So it all started when I moved to Fukurodani after you went to jail......."

I explained everything, not one single detail left our, and it ended up with me talking to him without interruptions for 33 minutes, his following every move of mine.

"Hinata, I'm so sorry" and as I am about to ask what for he continues "for not being there for you, if I didn't overreact, nearly kill Kuroo, none of this would have happened. Also good on you for falling in love with others too. I wouldn't want my boy to be lonely without me. That was my biggest fear. I also forgive you, for killing people, because who am I to judge, I nearly killed someone too. I'm proud that you and your lawyers lowered the case for you. I'm just so proud of you Hina, you've been through so much. Oh shit, visiting time is nearly up. Please just promise me one thing Hina. Promise that when I get out of here next year. You will pick me up and we will live together. If you are dating someone or not, I just want to be with you. Maybe we can be poly. Who cares, I just want you again."

As Tsukki finishes I just start crying tears of happiness, it feels like all the weight in the world was lifted off of my shoulders.

I'm coming Asahi. And you won't know what hit you.